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These Ones (formerly Together Apart)

These Ones (formerly Together Apart) is a loosely formed collective of 2S/Indigiqueer artists, writers and performers that followed out of the Spring 2019 Together Apart, Queer Indigeneities 2S/Indigiqueer Symposium, inspired by the Two-Spirit Cabarets held at grunt during the early 90s. With a flexible format of membership, These Ones uses itself as a mobilizing point to pool skills and resources that can be adaptive to ideas, projects and partnerships as they come. By operating through grunt gallery with Curator Whess Harman (Carrier Wit’at), the collective is able to anchor itself and its projects within a stable and intuitive organizing body while retaining agency over programming decisions and outcomes. The project reflects the widely interdisciplinary nature that inherently follows organizing around the identities that fall within the cross-section of both queer and Indigenous. Since the start of the COVID-19 pandemic, the moniker of “Together Apart” has taken on a very different meaning and indeed has been taken up by other groups and projects. With that, our Together Apart collective will now go forward as “These Ones.” “These Ones” is a phrase often affectionately used in Indigenous communities to refer to groups of usually-but-not-always young folks who are very close with one another and tend to move as a unit.

Projects for These Ones are both on-going and forth-coming, and open to 2S/Indigiqueer community members for assistance in the conception and organization of  projects. Following the original symposium event, the Together Apart Zine, initially a publication made to go alongside the event, has extended now into a nine issue run gathering work from artists and writers from across Turtle Island. Adapted into a two-term peer mentorship model, the Together Apart Zine has been edited both by writer Brandi Bird (Cree, Saulteaux and Metis) and following with Kaya Joan (Jamaican/ Vincentian, Kanien’kehá:ka). Through the course of the nine issues, over 30 queer, Indigenous and Afro-Indigenous creators have contributed to either the zine or its accompanying launch events and partnerships.

As of July 2022, These Ones is thrilled to announce a new project written by Jessica and Ben Johns. Cree & D, a narrative radio play, takes you along with Aunties Vera, Darlene and Mac (voiced by Jessica, Emily Riddle and Matt Ward respectively) to solve the case of Kokum Cardinal’s stolen (very powerful and important) staff. Written in the style of a Dungeons & Dragons campaign, this is a story of love, family, and of course adventure, as these aunties work to preserve the hard won and tenuous peace treaty between the six nations. Click here for details.

Going forward, Together Apart is seeking avenues of digital projects both in response to the COVID-19 pandemic, but also in efforts to be accessible to queer Indigenous folks beyond urban spaces. These projects are grounded in an ethos of for us/by us as a way of better expressing queer Indigenous identities in all its multiplicity while prioritizing solidifying platforms in which queer and Indigenous creators have opportunities to build their practices with and alongside one another.

Images: Untitled by Kaya Joan; Issue 5 cover by Lacie Burning; Issue 4 interior art by Jaime Blankinship.

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Together Apart, Queer Indigeneities

Together Apart has been envisioned as a way of making and holding space for 2SQ/Indigiqueer folks to come together and to be in dialogue with one another so that we might centre the conversations we’d like to hear or that we feel have been absent in our communities. However, our intentions are also simple: to celebrate and enjoy one another’s creativity and dedication to our practices, and to recognize one another in such a way that speaks across the distances we experience in our living and movement through our worlds.

Together Apart will be held in a series of both public and 2SQ/Indigiqueer events only, as outlined in our schedule. Please follow us on the Facebook page and on Instagram for updaes.

Schedule

FRIDAY, APRIL 19

Event: 2SQ/Indigiqueer Nature Walk w. Cease Wyss

Time: 11:00 – 12:00PM
Location: Native Education Centre, 237 E 5th Ave, Vancouver
*Closed to 2SQ/Indigiqueer participants only
Participants will join together with Cease Wyss to open our event by spending some time on the land together; though many of us are navigating urbanized living, the urban landscape still lays atop lands that deserve attention, acknowledgement and respect. Cease will lead participants through spaces where the land is more evident and discuss some of her on-going community projects.

Event: Keynote Address by Lindsay Nixon (followed by Poetry Readings)

Time: 7:00 – 8:00
 PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
Our keynote address will be presented by Lindsay Nixon, a Cree-Métis-Saulteaux curator, award-nominated editor, award-nominated writer and McGill Art History PhD student studying Indigenous (new) feminist artists and methodologies in contemporary art. They currently hold the position of Editor-at-Large for Canadian Art. Nixon has previously edited mâmawi­-âcimowak, an independent art, art criticism and literature journal. Their writing has appeared in The Walrus, Malahat Review, Room, GUTS, Mice, esse, The Inuit Art Quarterly, Teen Vogue and other publications. nîtisânak, Nixon’s memoir and first published book, is out now through Metonymy Press.
Born and raised in the prairies, they currently live in Tio’tia:ke/Mooniyaang—unceded Haudenosaunee and Anishinabe territories (Montreal, QC).

Stay for our Poetry Reading event with fabian romero, Demian DinéYazhi’ and Storme Webber following directly after the keynote after a short break.

Event: Poetry Readings 

Poetry Readings with fabian romero, Demian DinéYazhi’ and Storme Webber
Time: 8:00 – 9:30 PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
For our poetry reading night, we’ve reached out to some of our kin south of the colonial border to share their work about love, sexuality, settler colonialism, fighting white supremacy, Radical Indigenous Feminisms and the complicated networks of our many intersecting identities. This night will include queer poet, filmmaker and artist fabian romero (Purepécha), transdisciplinary artist and activist Demian DinéYazhi’ (Naasht’ézhí Tábąąhá (Zuni Clan Water’s Edge) & Tódích’íí’nii (Bitter Water)), and internationally-nurtured poet, playwright, educator, and interdisciplinary artist Storme Webber (Alutiiq/Black/Choctaw).


SATURDAY, APRIL 20

Event: Beading & Reading w. Anne Riley

Time: 10:00 AM – 12:00 PM
Location: Massy Books, 229 E Georgia St, Vancouver
*Closed to 2SQ/Indigiqueer participants only
An informal reading event hosted by artist Anne Riley (Cree/Dene) inviting attendees to bring readings of works that have resonated with them or have produced themselves in a relaxed setting where we can work and speak together over beading/crafting projects within the Massy bookstore event space. The intention of this event is to hold space in which our conversations can feel unrestrained and without the scrutiny of non-Indigenous audiences that often forces a degree of performativity.

Event: Performance by Storme Webber and In Conversation with Afuwa

Time: 1:00 – 2:30
 PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
Storme Webber (Alutiiq/Black/Choctaw) will be giving an extended performance from her previous nights reading and will follow-up with an In Conversation Interview with artist Afuwa (Guyana) whose current projects have focused on re-imagining relations across the Atlantic diaspora.


Event: Readings and In Conversation with Demian DinéYazhi’ and fabian romero

Time: 3:00 – 4:30 PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
Presentation with Demian and fabian consisting of short readings of their work, presentations of their interests/practices and a dialogue between the two as artists/writers/activists.


Event: Concert w. With War/Mourning Coup/Kerub
Time: Doors 8:00 PM, Show 9:00 PM (End 12:00 midnight)
Location: KW Studios,  #10 – 111 Hastings St W, Vancouver
Cover: $10-$15 sliding scale, no one turned away for lack of funds (sales from bar and door will be used to pay an honorarium for volunteers and then distributed amongst performers)
Three non-binary Indigenous performers, one face-melting night; we’ll start with Metis/Jewish electronic artist KERUB then fall into experimental electric MOURNING COUP aka Chandra Melting-Tallow (Siksika/mixed ancestry) and then top off the night with Portland vegan straight edge hardcore band WITH WAR, fronted by La Tisha Rico (Diné/Navajo) who in true straight edge form will also be giving a morning artist talk the following day.


SUNDAY, APRIL 21

Event: Artist Talk w. La Tisha Rico (of With War)
Time: 10:00 – 11:00 AM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
La Tisha Rico (Diné/Navajo) will present on their work as a musician and activist in decolonizing punk and DIY spaces within a queer and Indigenous identity that is beyond colonial definitions and limitations in colonial language.

Event: Community Discussion: Rural Indigiqueer Identities, hosted by Edzi’u
Time: 1:00 – 2:00PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Closed to 2SQ/Indigiqueer participants only.
Community discussion facilitated by performer Edzi’u (Tahltan/Tlingit) discussing queer Indigenous identities in rural situations; dating, isolation, mental health; will choose something from the archive to help centre the conversation by responding to how it does or does not reflect where we are now.

Event: Round Table Discussion: Intentions, with co-curators Whess Harman, Kali Spitzer and guests (TBD)
Time: 3:00 – 4:30
PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
Round table discussion with co-curators Whess Harman (Carrier Witat) and Kali Spitzer (Kaska Dene) event discussing the interpretations and intentions in their practices and as programmers with several other artists/event organizers/curators.



Event: grunt Archive Screenings and Presentation with Lacie Burning
Time: 7:00 – 9:30PM
Location: grunt gallery
*Free and open to the public
In addition to a screening of several performances from the original Two-Spirit Cabaret held at the grunt gallery in 1993, Kanien’kehá:ka (Mohawk) and Onondaga (patrilineal) artist Lacie Burning will be presenting their response to Denise Lonewalker’s Dancing for our Ancestors. With this event, we will be looking back through the archive in an effort to root ourselves in our own history and give acknowledgement to those who’ve made space for us and look forward in how to look at how those spaces are changing.

Downloadable schedule here:
Schedule-Together Apart-2019

Together Apart is supported by the First Peoples’ Cultural Council and the City of Vancouver Creative City Strategic Grant Program. grunt gallery acknowledges the ongoing support of the Canada Council for the Arts, the British Columbia Arts Council, the City of Vancouver, the Province of British Columbia, and the Audain Foundation for the Visual Arts.

 

            

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Upcoming Events

Bold white sans-serif font is aligned left and appears on a solid black background. Beneath the header text reading "Falsework closing events.”, two events are advertised. Underneath each event title are their dates, underlined and their times below emphasized by a dash punctuation mark. For the first event, text reads, “Behind-the-scenes Tour. Saturday, June 7. - 1 PM to 2 PM. Prep Tour with Falsework curator, Mitch and artist kiyoshi with grunt’s Exhibitions Manager Kay.”  The second event text reads, “Performance and Closing Celebration. Saturday, June 14. – 5 PM to 8 PM. Artists will activate their work in the gallery in a special, one-time-only performance!” grunt gallery's logo appears in white at top right, beside the header text.

Falsework – Closing Events

Behind-the-scenes Tour

Saturday, June 7 | 1 PM to 2 PM

Join us for a 1 – hour behind-the-scene’s tour of Falsework at grunt gallery! This tour will be hosted from the perspective of the artist and installation team with details of how the show was installed, tools and equipment used, and the opportunity to talk about the work done to provide accessibility translations for the show. Come with some of your own questions!

The tour will be conducted in spoken English with an auto-generated transcript and student interpreters will be on site.

Closing Night Performance and Celebration

Saturday, June 14 | 5 PM to 8 PM

On June 14th from 5 PM to 8 PM, you’re invited to a live performance and the closing event of Falsework. The artists will activate the work in the gallery in a special, one-time-only performance! This will be your final chance to check out the exhibition by Simon Grefiel and kiyoshi, curated by Mitch Kenworthy. Please note there will be audio and limited space for the performance, so come on time to secure a spot.

Please email access@grunt.ca with any accessibility requests, we hope to see you there!

This is a promotional image for the Queer Cinema for Palestine: No Pride in Genocide film screening event in Vancouver. On a bright teal background at centre is a landscape-oriented image of a person holding a bouquet of flowers close to their face. Only the bottom half of their face is visible and the shape of historic Palestine appears over the image at centre and text at top in a transparent green. Inside the shape, the phrase “FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA” is written in both English and Arabic. Below the image, event details including the time, place, and title of the screening are provided in different font kinds and colours. In bold italicized pink font at bottom right of the image, the title reads: “Queer Cinema for Palestine: No Pride in Genocide.” At left are details of time and place in black font. At bottom, logos of supporting organizations are featured side by side, including the Palestinian Campaign for the Academic and Cultural Boycott of Israel (PACBI), Vines Art Society, MENA Film Festival, grunt gallery, Emily Carr’s BIPOC Creative Collective, and Queer Collective for Palestine.

Queer Cinema for Palestine – “Vancouver” Edition (Screening Event)

Jun 12, 2025, 6 PM

Screening at the Reliance Theatre at Emily Carr University of Art and Design

520 E 1st Ave, Vancouver, BC V5T 1A7

On the unceded territories of the xʷməθkʷəy̓əm, Sḵwx̱wú7mesh, and səlilwətaɬ Nations

Speakers: Link Kawar; Alia Hijaab from Maktabat El Yasmin.

Please note that ASL interpretation will be available and that mask wearing is mandatory.

To access the full accessibility audit for The Reliance Theatre please visit this link:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1EUlrBgmQjRKd2VotrGNw9t6NnM5FYC0Z74xJ2kenfNA/edit?usp=sharing

Queer Cinema for Palestine (QCP) announces No Pride in Genocide (June 2025), a global film event, co-organized by the Palestinian Campaign for the Academic and Cultural Boycott of Israel (PACBI) and 100+ partners in over 25 countries, from Hong Kong to Ecuador. The third edition of QCP invites grassroots, solidarity and arts organizations across the world to host screenings of a stellar collectively curated short film program throughout the month of June 2025.

Queer Cinema for Palestine began as an alternative ethical space for filmmakers who pulled or refused to show their work in the Israeli government-sponsored TLVFest LGBTQ Film Festival. Over the past six years, hundreds of filmmakers have shown their solidarity in response to the boycott call from queer and trans Palestinians. As Israel continues its genocide and ethnic cleansing in Gaza, the West Bank, and across historic Palestine, we condemn this violence and stand in solidarity with Palestinians.

Israel continues to attempt to instrumentalize our identities as queer and trans people to justify its genocide against Palestinians, including murdering, blackmailing, and imprisoning queer and trans Palestinians. Accordingly, our festival will take place during June 2025, the month that marks Pride in many countries worldwide. We do so to continue our refusal of Israel’s pinkwashing. This year’s program focuses on the work of queer, Palestinian, and allied artists, across locales, in historic Palestine and the diaspora, identities, lengths, styles and genres (doc-hybrid, experimental, fiction, and animation) to highlight art’s position in resistance and the struggle for liberation.

Presented by From the River to the Sea, a global collective initiative of displaced media artists and activists in solidarity with Palestine in partnership with MENA Film Festival, grunt gallery, Vines Art Festival, Emily Carr’s BIPOC Creative Collective, and Queer Collective for Palestine.

This screening will be subtitled in English. Light food and snacks provided. This is a mask mandatory event. Masks will be provided at the door of the event. 

Venue

The Reliance Theatre is located on the 1st floor of Emily Carr University of Art + Design. The building is best accessed from the southwest entrance, which faces Great Northern Way. The nearest address is 555 Great Northern Way. The entrance is an outward-swinging double door with hand-height buttons for automated opening. This entrance gives access to the building’s second floor. The elevators are located down the hall to the right, approximately 80 steps from the entrance.

Gender neutral washrooms are located on both the 1st and 2nd floors. 

Film program:

Abgad Hawaz, Robin Riad, 1min, “canada” (2024)

Out of Gaza, Seza Tiyara Selen, Jannis Osterburg, 9min, Germany (2025)

Blood Like Water, Dima Hamdan, 14min, Palestine (2023)

a tangled web drowning in honey, Tara Hakim & Hannah Hull, 9min, “canada” (2023)

Aliens in Beirut, Raghed Charabaty, 16min, Lebanon, “canada” (2025)

Palcorecore, Dana Dawud, 8min, Internet footage from Palestine (2023)

I never promised you a Jasmine Garden, Teyama AlKamli, 20min, “canada” (2023)

Don’t take my joy away, Omar Gabriel, 7min, Lebanon (2024)

Full program information: https://queercinemaforpalestine.org/2025/04/18/film-program-queer-cinema-for-palestine-2025/


Accessibility:

grunt gallery is accessed from the sidewalk via a 106” long, 64” wide concrete ramp that rises 12”. The slope is 1 : 8.75. There are no rails on the ramp. The front entrance is an outward-swinging double door with a total width of 64”, and with hand and foot height buttons for automated opening. Entry to the Media Lab behind the gallery space is via a 42” wide passage and entry to the neighbouring amenity space is through a manually operated outward swinging double door with a total width of 70”. No stairs, inclines, or elevators are necessary to access the public areas once inside the gallery.

grunt gallery has a single gender neutral washroom that is accessed via a 31” wide doorway with an automated swinging door with a door handle that is 40” high. The toilet has a 10” clearance on the left side and a 21” clearance in front, with a support bar on the left side. The sink height is 34”.

grunt has immunocompromised guests and staff. Masks are strongly encouraged and are provided at the door.

Please contact us via access@grunt.ca with any questions, feedback or to discuss access needs.
 


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Check out past event documentation on our Vimeo page.

Images: An Exploration of Resilience and Resistance by Kali Spitzer, opening reception, 2019; a sentimental dissidence by Gabi Dao, opening reception, 2019; Together Apart Queer Indigeneities Symposium, artist talk by Jas M. Nixon, 2019.

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Cree & D

After many trials and several travels in the great iron birds that skim across the skies and over the canopy towns in the realm of Ministik—wait, wherefore and what-now is Ministik? We’re thrilled to invite you into a new project written by Jessica and Ben Johns. Cree & D has been percolating in the background like the healing tonic of a strong, home-brewed yarrow kombucha. Written in the style of a Dungeons & Dragons campaign, this is a story of love, family, and of course adventure, as these aunties work to preserve the hard won and tenuous peace treaty between the six nations. There’s also Butterball, Auntie Darlene’s werepug familiar.

The first episode of Cree & D launched in August 2022! This campaign follows the story of three cuzzins—Auntie Vera, Auntie Darlene and Auntie Mac—as they search for Kokum Cardinal’s stolen staff and work to preserve the peace in the realm of Ministik. Listen on the player below or follow our channel on PodBean: click here!

Cree & D is produced by These Ones (formerly known as Together Apart) and supported by grunt gallery on the unceded territories of the Musqueam, Squamish and Tsleil-Waututh peoples. We record on Treaty 6 at FAVA studios. Art by Abbey Riddle. Music by Matthew Cardinal. Voices by Ben and Jessica with Emily Riddle and Matt Ward.

Image by Abbey Riddle.

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Projects

CURRENT PROJECTS:

Mount Pleasant Community Arts Screen
grunt gallery’s Mount Pleasant Community Art Screen (MPCAS) is an outdoor 4×7 metre LED screen featuring art-only content by and for the Mount Pleasant community, located at Kingsway & Broadway in Vancouver on the east side of the Independent building. Visit mpcas.ca for full details!

The Blue Cabin Floating Artist Residency
In 2015, two celebrated Canadian artists, the late Al Neil and his partner, Carole Itter, were evicted from their studio home, a small cabin that had been sitting in a secluded cove on the Tsleil-Waututh territory foreshore near Cates Park since 1932. Over the course of 4 years, a consortium of arts organizations came together to save the cabin and transform it into The Blue Cabin Floating Artist Residency. The Blue Cabin floated into Vancouver’s False Creek in the summer of 2019. In fall 2019, the Blue Cabin Floating Artist Residency launched Skeins: Weaving on the Foreshore, the inaugural program of artist residencies, open houses, talks and workshops. Situated in the unceded lands and waters of the xwməθkwəy̓əm (Musqueam), Skwxwú7mesh (Squamish) and Səl̓ílwətaʔ/Selilwitulh (Tsleil-Waututh) Nations, the Blue Cabin is international in scope but deeply rooted in the histories and narratives of this place, offering a unique opportunity to learn, explore and engage with the foreshore.

Accessible, Exhibitions, Public Programming and Events project (AEPE)
grunt’s Accessible, Exhibitions, Public Programming and Events project (AEPE) supports a radical development prototype, exploring access and accessible planning, community care and public programming, Disability Justice and non-hierarchical approaches to knowledge sharing and decision making. The cross departmental initiative provides leadership and labour to the grunt team as we explore access, justice, and care as an artist-run centre. The AEPE project is led by grunt’s Exhibitions and Accessibility Manager, Kay Slater, and our Accessibility and Events Manager, Keimi Nakashima-Ochoa, alongside the work of grunt’s accessibility committee which is composed of grunt staff across departments and is informed by the vision and priorities of the AEPE project.

Cree & D by These Ones
Cree & D is a narrative podcast that uses the format of Dungeons and Dragons gameplay but reimagined as a Cree-based and focused campaign written by siblings Jessica and Ben Johns. This campaign follows the story of three cuzzins, Auntie Vera, Auntie Darlene and Auntie Mac as they search for Kokum Cardinal’s stolen staff and work to preserve the peace in the realm of Ministik. Cree & D is produced by These Ones (formerly known as Together Apart) and supported by grunt gallery on the unceded territories of the Musqueam, Squamish and Tsleil-Waututh peoples. We record on Treaty 6 at FAVA studios. Art by Abbey Riddle. Music by Matthew Cardinal. Voices by Ben and Jessica with Emily Riddle and Matt Ward.

Digital Stories
grunt gallery and EastVan Digital Stories join forces with Mount Pleasant and Vancouver residents who wish to create short videos around the theme of PLACE. Artists Lorna Boschman and Sebnem Ozpeta host free workshops at grunt gallery that walk participants through the process of digital story making!

 


PAST PROJECTS:

Spark: Fireside Artist Talk Series
January 2016 – March 2022
A series of informal artist talks hosted by the Native Education College (NEC) in partnership with grunt gallery.  These informal talks featured Indigenous artists whose work spans media from the two-dimensional to live performance and beyond.  Their works fuse traditional cultural knowledge with contemporary art forms, pose urgent political questions, and push the boundaries of how we think about art, history and culture more broadly.

Recollective: Vancouver Independent Archives Week
A series of free public events, panels, conversations, performances, and screenings that highlight artist-run centre archives, artists working with archives, and the intersections between contemporary art practices and social movements in Vancouver and beyond. Partners: 221a, Artspeak, The Morris and Helen Belkin Art Gallery, Rungh Magazine, VIVO Media Arts Centre, and Western Front.

Nu chexw kw’átchnexw kwétsi sḵel̓áw̓?// Can you See Beaver?
Nu chexw kw’átchnexw kwétsi sḵel̓áw̓?// Can you See Beaver? was a community-based research and public art project led by Gitksan Witsuwit’en artist and community organizer Jolene Andrew and produced by grunt gallery Project Curator Nellie Lamb, in collaboration with Mount Pleasant Neighbourhood House. Visit canyouseebeaver.ca for full details!

These Ones 
These Ones (formerly Together Apart) was envisioned as a way of making and holding space for 2SQ/Indigiqueer folks to come together and to be in dialogue with one another so that we might centre the conversations we’d like to hear or that we feel have been absent in our communities. However, our intentions were also simple: to celebrate and enjoy one another’s creativity and dedication to our practices, and to recognize one another in such a way that speaks across the distances we experience in our living and movement through our worlds.

2019

Wordless – The Performance Art of Rebecca Belmore
A beautiful new print publication examining the performance work of Canadian artist Rebecca Belmore, that brings together documentation of Belmore’s 30-year career, as well as generating a series of new work based on her past performance. This project feeds into grunt’s long-term interest in performance art, archives and support of Rebecca Belmore’s work. This project also included an exhibition of new photographs by Belmore, nindinawemaganidog (all of my relations), and the re-deisgn of Belmore’s website. Wordless: The Performance Art of Rebecca Belmore is now available via our online bookstore.

Particles: Seoul to Vancouver
Particles continues grunt’s partnership with organizations and artists in Seoul, South Korea. This international program began in Seoul in 2018 with Instant Coffee’s project Pink Noise Pop Up and continues with an artist residency, an exhibition and a curatorial tour in Vancouver this May. Event information is below.


2018

Pink Noise Pop Up
March – April 2018
A series of events that expands the relationship between the arts communities in Vancouver and Seoul, Pink Noise Pop Up seeks to highlight the ways that art interacts with the often complex social and economic conditions of the city. Based in the work of Canadian arts collective Instant Coffee, this exhibition includes installations, artist editions, performances and other collaborations that will take place in South Korea.

The Making of An Archive
Summer 2017 – Spring 2018
Jacqueline Hoàng Nguyễn’s project, The Making of an Archive, seeks to collect images of everyday life photographed by Canadian immigrants, in a direct, collective and exploratory approach.


2017

Journey to Kaho’olawe
May 25 – 30, 2017
Journey to Kaho’olawe is an artist publication by Hans Winkler and T’uy’t-tanat Cease Wyss. The book is the result of a four year process centred on the Hawaiian Island of Kaho’olawe, a sacred site to the Hawaiians in recovery after being occupied as a practice range by the American military. Returned to the Hawaiians in the 1990s, the island is being remediated and returned to its natural state. In conjunction with the launch of the publication grunt gallery and the artists present a week long series of events celebrating Kaho’olawe and the Kanaka presence in BC.

Spring Fever: Vancouver Independent Archives 2017
March 18 – April 8, 2017
This spring season, Vancouver Independent Archives will offer a series of free public talks, screenings and community workshops that foreground local art and art history by drawing on the archives of Vancouver’s independent arts community. Building on the success of Vancouver Independent Archives Week 2015, Spring Fever invites new partner artists, scholars, and organizations to share their approach toward and practice within the archive.

Intertextual
What’s At Stake? Intertextual Indigenous Knowledges is an afternoon of talks, panels and a spoken word performance which examines knowledge, power, authority, and sovereignty in the construction of artistic practices. The event follows from Intertextual: Art in Dialogue, a roving reading group that was held at participating galleries over the last year.


2016

Shako Club
A series of workshops in the Tonari Gumi kitchen and studio space around concepts of wellness, care and food where culinary “sculptures” were constructed, incorporating aspects of stories, ideas and wellness philosophies. By artist Cindy Mochizuki and members from Tonari Gumi.

Past and Presence: NEC Mural Project
The Native Education College and grunt gallery are partnering with Vancouver-based First Nations artists Corey Bulpitt, Sharifah Marsden and Jerry Whitehead to create a mural celebrating NEC’s 30 years in Mount Pleasant.

Cutting Copper: Indigenous Resurgent Practice
A collaborative project between grunt gallery and the Belkin Art Gallery, aiming to bring together a cross-disciplinary group of artists, curators, writers, educators, scholars, students, and activists to explore the embodied theory of Indigenous resurgence and cultural representation – both from the perspectives of their own disciplines and one another’s.


2015

Terminus: Archives, Ephemera, and Electronic Art
This workshop was a part of the 2015 International Symposium on Electronic Art (ISEA).  Organized by the Ethnographic Terminalia Collective in collaboration with Tarah Hogue and Glenn Alteen.

FutureLoss
Space, on Main Street and in Vancouver, is currency, and artist Zoe Kreye’s practice reaches through the overarching narratives of real estate, gentrification and speculation to consider the poetics of an individual’s connection to place.


2014

MAINSTREETERS: Taking Advantage, 1972–1982
The history of a gang of Vancouver artists who lived and worked together in drama, excess, friendship and grief.

30th Anniversary
Thirty years is a long time.  A retrospective of all that is (and was) grunt gallery.

Play, Fall, Rest, Dance
The artist works with children with disabilities to emphasize the state of making and being, the pursuit of uninhibited creative exploration that is void of rules, structures and concepts of ‘right or wrong’ and ‘perfection vs. mistakes’. Children are enabled with artistic autonomy and the artist thoughtfully guides them to explore their creative processes.  By artist Valerie Salez.

gruntCraft
A youth engagement pilot program developed to bridge the creative work being done by youth in the popular online video game Minecraft and artistic inquiry at grunt gallery.


2013

ThisPlace Vancouver
Rethinking ideas about Vancouver’s identity and history, this project attempted to compile a collaborative archive in order to expand the collective awareness of the city’s narratives.


2009

Vancouver Art in the Sixties: Ruins in Process
A digital archive of artwork, ephemera, and film.


2008

Nikamon Ohci Askiy (songs because of the land)
In December 2008, artist Cheryl L’Hirondelle made daily journeys throughout Vancouver and “sung” the landscape she encountered.

Beat Nation
Hip Hop as Indigenous culture.

The Medicine Project
Aboriginal notions of medicine and how they influence the lives of First Nations people and artists today.


2006

First Vision
Two worlds – curated by Tania Willard.


2005 – 2009

Brunt Magazine
Showcasing the artists exhibited at grunt gallery, brunt magazine is a complement to the exhibitions and a closer look at the artists, their processes, and the ideas that inspire their work.

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Falsework – Audio Description and Transcripts

Artist Statement 

Falsework, curated by Mitch Kenworthy, is a collaboration between artists Simon Grefiel and kiyoshi. Guided by an ethos of care, support, and reciprocity, these artists make work that privileges the act and process of making. Evidenced throughout their interdisciplinary practices are materials and techniques readily gleaned from the various trades and construction work they do to earn a living. For Simon and kiyoshi, artwork and the work around it are not discrete activities.

In this exhibition, kiyoshi shows a scaffold-like platform built out of two-by-fours and plywood that he has sawed, burned, and belt sanded into a wrought index of both time and labour. A utilitarian structure, it serves as a means to install artwork and a stage for a performance. A plywood wall, also built by kiyoshi, frames and supports a three channel video by Simon. Composed of footage shot while working on a predominantly Filipino crew doing maintenance and fabrication on yachts in North Vancouver, Simon documents the tedium, camaraderie, pleasure, and beauty of working, while reflecting on histories and dynamics of Filipino marine labour.

In grunt gallery’s media lab, the artists present an ode to the job-site break room. Provisional furniture, a TV, a casual display of artworks and texts by friends, family, co-workers, and collaborators creates a setting for rest and respite. Facilitating hangouts and conversations, this space emphasizes the relationships and community in which Simon and kiyoshi’s practices are invariably situated and sustained.

Acknowledgements

kiyoshi dedicates his work in this exhibition to Mikiko and Gordon

Special thanks to Kevin Romaniuk, Christian Vistan, Brian and Maxine Kenworthy, Mariko Whitley, Marika Vandekraats, Mona Lisa Ali, Aubin Soonhwan Kwon, Keenan Christiansen, Sof Pickstone, Morgan Holt, David Bourne and especially everyone at grunt gallery for the care and support with which you have held this exhibition.

Artist Biographies

Simon Grefiel

Simon Grefiel is an artist whose work engages with ancient and colonial histories and practices from Southeast Asia and around the Pacific. Working with sculpture, found objects, drawings, and plant life, his explorations of language, dreams, spirits, familial stories and speculative narratives propose new ways of experiencing the supernatural realm and material universe. Grefiel is a Waray-Waray speaker born and raised in Tacloban City, Philippines and currently lives on the unceded traditional territories of the xwməθkwəy̓əm (Musqueam), Sḵwx̱wú7mesh (Squamish), and səlilwətaɬ (Tsleil-Waututh) Nations. His work has been exhibited and screened at the Vancouver Art Gallery, Ground Floor Art Centre, and Libby Leshgold Gallery in Vancouver, and Gallery TPW in Toronto, ON.

Visit Grefiel’s Instagram page here:
instagram.com/sa4iiii/

kiyoshi

kiyoshi is an artist living and working on the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh territories, colonially known as Vancouver, British Columbia. His practice encompasses architecture, performance, woodworking, and writing. Community is central to his way of working and being, something he attributes to having spent his formative years growing up in cooperative housing.

Visit kiyoshi’s Instagram page here:
instagram.com/k._yo_sh.__ijiji/

Mitch Kenworthy

Mitch Kenworthy maintains a painting practice that is vested in the daily rhythms and processes of studio work, engaging in writing and more recently, curation as adjacent modes of inquiry into doing, making, and working. He has shared texts, shown paintings, and contributed in an organizational capacity to various artist-led projects and initiatives in and around so-called Vancouver, where he resides as an uninvited guest on the unceded and stolen lands of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil-Waututh.

Visit kiyoshi’s Instagram page here:
instagram.com/k._yo_sh.__ijiji/

Tactile Object (welcome station)

Note: a laminated PDF in gallery of this transcript is also available.

Tactile Objects:

2D Site Map

3D Dollhouse Gallery Map

Tactile Patterns: 

The following patterns are available as tactile objects within the welcome station:

  • Logo: A logo in the style of an industrial brand which features the names of Mitch within a horizontal oval and Sai & Kiyoshi within a horizontal bar and the show’s title Falsework, created by artist Simon Grefiel

Creative Access Audio Tour

[ Kay: ] Welcome to grunt gallery’s creative access audio tour of Falsework, the exhibition project by artists, Simon Grefiel and kiyoshi, curated by Mitch Kenworthy. My name is Kay Slater. I am a white, hard-of-hearing, queer settler on these stolen and unceded Coast Salish lands. As the accessibility and exhibitions manager and preparator here at grunt, I assisted in installing this work. We welcome your feedback as we develop more creative access tools for our gallery and exhibitions.

This tour has four chapters. Chapter 4 is in 6 parts related to the different exhibits in gallery. At the start of each chapter, you will hear this sound of a page turning:

( Page flips )

First is this intro. In Chapter One, I will detail entering the space and orienting yourself in the gallery. In Chapter Two, I’ll describe our welcome station and the objects available for you to use and touch. Chapter Three covers our facilities, washrooms, and C-Care stations. If you’re ready to tour the show, skip to Chapter Four, where the exhibition tour was written and narrated by curator Mitch Kenworthy. He will begin by reading the wall didactic and will walk you through the show. If you are skipping ahead, be aware that the welcome station has 2 tactile maps marked to help you navigate this tour. When Mitch moves to a new artwork, you will hear this sound of a handheld drill:

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Each artwork description within Chapter Four is divided into its own audio part so you can skip or return to an artwork description as you move through the show at your own pace.

Let’s get started with Chapter One.

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Creative Access Audio Tour – Chapter One

When approaching grunt gallery at 350 East Second Avenue from the accessible drop-off on Great Northern Way, follow the sidewalk to the building’s main entrance. Turn left at the entrance, and you’ll find us at the first exterior door, unit 116. A low-grade ramp leads to our front double doors, with automatic door buttons at waist and ankle level on a post to the right. Be cautious of the small lip at the threshold, a potential tripping hazard. Excluding Thursdays, masks are now optional and only recommended indoors at grunt; if you forgot yours, we have extras near the entrance and will not enforce their use outside of Thursdays for low-sensory and voice-off visiting hours.

Welcome to grunt gallery! We are situated on the occupied, stolen, and ancestral territory of the Hul’qumi’num and Sḵwx̱wú7mesh speaking peoples, specifically the land of the X’wmuthqueyem, Sḵwx̱wú7mesh, and Selilwitulh peoples and families. We are grateful to be here.

The current show has two installations built up from the ground and jutting from the wall. There a wide space to walk through the centre of the gallery, and all work is cane detectable and touchable. If you require assistance and are not greeted by staff upon entry, please call for help. Staff are in the office and will assist you as soon as possible. We are always happy to walk the show with you.

The public gallery space is a white cube with 20-foot walls on three sides and a 12-foot south wall that opens at the top for 8 feet before reaching the ceiling, providing light to the loft office space beyond. The office is not visible from the gallery, except for a large convex mirror that allows staff to see visitors. A tone rings when people enter the space.

On low-sensory and voice-off Thursdays, a staff member will be available but will not greet you, allowing you to move at your own pace. If you are non-visual, low-vision or Blind, call out for help anytime. If you are sighted, please silently approach a staff member. Staff will respond either through text-to-speech or will speak softly to assist you to preserve the quiet atmosphere and low-sensory programming. We have hard-of-hearing staff on site, so a visual wave may be required to get their attention.

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Creative Access Audio Tour – Chapter Two

As you enter the gallery, immediately to the right on the west wall is a sanitization and welcome station. The station is white with black labels in English, high-contrast icons, and some braille labels. There are three open shelves, including the top surface and two pull-out shelves below, and two closed drawers with d-hook handles.

On top of the welcome station is our gallery spider plant, Comos, who is watered on Wednesdays by our volunteer attendant Jinnie Saran. The top surface holds a leather-bound guestbook with a black pen, a bottle of hand sanitizer, and a box of masks with tongs. A digital tablet allows you to browse the exhibition page on our grunt.ca website or access our Big Cartel eCommerce store. The voice-over is turned off on the iPad, but can be turned on upon request.

On the first pull-out shelf, on the left, is the exhibition binder with large print information about the space, the show, the artist, a transcript of this tour, and the exhibition map. On the right are a series of tactile objects. Our tactile objects are creative access tools designed to create a point of entry for non-visual, Blind, or partially sighted guests who may wish to experience the work through touch or by bringing the objects close. However, tactile objects are also sensory objects that can be used by sighted folks who wish to feel a connection to the work and those who enjoy or are supported by having objects in their hands to touch. 

These tactile objects are provided as a sensory point of entry into the works and are not necessarily representative of the work or equivalent to experiencing the works through explorative touch. This show in particular can be touched, but some of the wood is raw and unfinished, so please take care in exploring to avoid splinters. The tactile objects here can be carried and explored liberally. We do not present these objects assuming that you have never had access to a charred and carved piece of wood, but we are also not assuming that you have had these experiences. Smell them, hold them, observe them. Use them however you’d like as you engage with the show.

On the second pull-out shelf, to the left, are laminated maps of the space. Also within these shelves are two tactile maps. 

A tactile dollhouse map of the gallery, and a flat 2D tactile map of the spaces past the gallery box. Use the dollhouse and 2D tactile maps to follow along with chapter 4 of this creative access tour while in gallery. Works are indicated by small-scale versions of the installations in the dollhouse map with braille markers A through H. 

On the laminated map, all the installations are named by the artists. It is worth noting that kiyoshi writes his name all in lower case without a last name, and his works are also listed all in lower case.

To the right of the maps are two Yoto audio players with large, friendly buttons. These players contain this tour and audio of any text within the binder. There is also a scannable, laminated QR code that links to this audio tour. On Thursdays, the Yoto players are moved to their carrying cases for use with headphones.

Below these are the two closed drawers. The first contains carrying cases with straps for headphones and the Yoto audio devices, allowing hands-free use. There are also tactile stim objects made by local artist Veto Monteiro.

The lowest drawer contains earmuffs for large and small bodies, specifically for those with noise sensitivities.

That concludes the description and tour of the welcome station. In the next chapter, I will tell you about our washrooms and care stations. If you’d prefer to continue with the exhibition tour, skip to Chapter Four.

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Creative Access Audio Tour – Chapter Three

If you need to use the washroom, it’s at the far end of our space. Exit the gallery through the doorway and continue following the west wall (to your right when you entered). Pass by the media lab, and when you reach the back wall, take a left and walk through the small kitchenette to our single-room, gender-neutral washroom.

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the washrooms are located at H.

An automated door button to the right holds the washroom door open for 14 seconds. You can also push it open if it’s unoccupied. Inside, to the right of where you entered, is the lock button which creates a visual indicator that the washroom is in use. To exit, you can open the door manually or hover your hand over a button above the sink, below the mirror.

Near the exit button is a vertical cubby stack of supplies. Please help yourself to items like hair ties, disposable floss, sanitary napkins, and condoms. This is part of our C-Care program, Community Care for Artist-Run Events.

Speaking of C-Care, we have a tea station in our media lab at location F. If you need some energy, you can help yourself to a drink or a puréed fruit snack. This offering may occasionally be put away during low sensory hours, but you can always ask our team for a drink or snack.

In the media lab, a long table is placed perpendicular to the entrance (on your left as you approach from the gallery) with a variety of chairs closest to the gallery, and a handmade bench on the far side. The space is also decorated with objects, zines and posters shared by collaborators to the artists and curators. This space has been designed as a public gathering and hang out space during the run of the show. Have a seat, have a tea, and check out the various objects. These have been listed and described in the show binder and digital description site. Feel free to hang out, chat, draw and take a break here.

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the C-Care tea station and break room is at location G marked by 3 rectangles.

We now arrive at Chapter Four, where Mitch will start his exhibition tour next to the welcome station at location A, as if we had just entered the gallery and stepped right to sanitize our hands and grab a map.

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Creative Access Audio Tour – Chapter Four

Part one: show introduction and didactic

[ Mitch Kenworthy: ] Hello, my name is Mitch, and I am the curator of this exhibition. I wrote and narrated this script and will take you on a tour of what I see in the gallery. 

I am starting this tour at the welcome station, Location A on the tactile maps in the gallery. Above the welcome station, there is a black vinyl exhibition logo installed on the gallery wall. This vinyl was designed by Simon in reference to the logo of a trades or construction company. The stylized font that Simon used in this design is derived from the font used on Tyvek rainscreen material, a moisture barrier often visible on the sides of buildings under construction. The vinyl reads: “Falsework,” underneath which it reads “Sai & kiyoshi”, with a horizontal oval containing the text “Mitch” located at the top left above the “F” in “Falsework.” I will note that Simon goes by both Simon and Sai, and opted to use Sai for his name on this. Beneath the stylized logo, the vinyl reads in plain text “curated by Mitch Kenworthy, May 1 to June 14, 2025.” This same vinyl, but in white, is also installed on the glass of the front doors of grunt gallery and is viewable from the exterior. 

From the welcome station, I am going to walk into the centre of the gallery space and turn to my right so that I am facing the west wall of grunt gallery. 

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Part two: past future past

I am now looking at Location B on the tactile maps. Titled past future past, this piece is a large wooden structure built by kiyoshi that stands against the gallery wall. It is constructed out of two-by-fours and plywood. It is approximately nine feet tall, eight feet across, with a depth of about four feet. The structure can be touched and is cane detectable.

There are four large casters installed on the base of this structure. They are a bright, juicy red colour which pops out and adds a stylish flair to the piece. The casters are locked, but if we were to unlock them, the structure could be rolled throughout the space by pushing it. For safety, there is also a carabiner attaching the structure to a metal hook on the wall. A carabiner is a metal hook with a latch that can be easily fastened and unfastened. It is used to link objects together. 

kiyoshi made this piece in reference to a scaffold platform that workers on a jobsite use to climb on top of in order to work at heights not accessible from the ground. This piece is sturdy, and can be used as such; kiyoshi and myself climbed on top of it in order to install some artwork over the top windows of grunt gallery that I will describe later on in this tour. To get on top of it, kiyoshi and I used a ladder. There is no ladder in the exhibition space right now. 

Some of the two-by-fours that kiyoshi used to construct this piece are plain bare wood, but other two-by-fours have squiggly, blackened patterns burned onto them. kiyoshi made these patterns by pouring grains of rice onto the wood that marked out the patterns, and then used a propane torch to burn the wood. The areas that had rice on them were protected from the torch’s flame and thus did not burn and blacken. On top of the structure are horizontally placed panels of plywood that make up the floor of the platform. 

Installed on the underside of the platform is a fluorescent light, the bulb of which has been taped with transparent red Tuck Tape branded tape, so that it casts a warm, reddish glow onto the space beneath. kiyoshi loves using Tuck Tape and it is a material that makes its way into many of his artworks. 

Tuck Tape is commonly used in construction as a strongly adhesive and water resistant tape, and it was through working various construction jobs that kiyoshi developed his affinity for it. kiyoshi and I shared a studio together and are also roommates. In the context of sharing these different spaces, I have seen him use Tuck Tape to decorate all sorts of surfaces and apply Tuck Tape over various light fixtures and lightbulbs to create a warm and ambient glow. As you will come to realize, Tuck Tape is present throughout this exhibition, and there are a few places where it can be touched. 

Underneath the scaffold structure are two white plastic deck chairs that face outwards, towards where I am standing. The “roof-like” top of the structure is 8 feet tall, so you don’t need to worry about bumping your head if you walk underneath it. If you like, you may sit on one of these plastic chairs. The backs are a little bit bendy,  but they are stable. They might have been the cheapest plastic chairs that we could purchase at Canadian Tire. kiyoshi wanted to reference the cheap and provisional seating that he is accustomed to finding on the various construction sites that he has worked on, which workers use to sit down and take a coffee break, smoke a cigarette, or have their lunch.

Mounted onto the back of this structure is a square piece of plywood set in a frame of two-by-fours. The plywood looks weathered and worn. Its surface is intensely patterned with burned and blackened lines that follow and accentuate the wood’s natural grain. kiyoshi used a propane blow torch to make the burns, and a belt sander and skill saw to carve reductive marks and gestures into the plywood. In some places, the marks go so deep that they breach the plywood, creating wound-like holes. 

A belt sander is one of Kiyoshi’s most used tools. It is an electric hand tool used to sand and smooth the surfaces of wood and lumber. A belt sander has two handles on the top and a continuous loop of sandpaper on the bottom that, when powered on, rotates very fast and with significant force. It is thus an efficient way to sand down a large or rough surface. kiyoshi does not use a belt sander in a traditional way, but works intuitively with it to create interesting and unexpected marks and gestures, kind of like he is drawing or sculpting the wood with it. On this plywood, some of the marks are thinner lines, and some are broader gestures. kiyoshi achieved these different marks by employing a variety of different motions with the belt sander, as well as cutting it with a skill saw. 

While this plywood looks rough and weathered, the belt sander has created a surface that is surprisingly smooth and pleasurable to touch. You can run your hand over the surface and feel the various grooves and marks in the wood. kiyoshi has always encouraged people to engage haptically with his work, appreciating through touch the different surfaces that he creates. Even though this surface is smooth, the areas where the belt sander has made holes in the wood could still be a little bit sharp and you want to be cautious of splinters.

I am going to walk forward so that I am underneath the structure, and sit down in one of the plastic chairs. 

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Now, I am comfortably seated on one of the chairs. Above my head, like a ceiling, is the underside of the sheets of plywood that make up the platform on which someone on top of this structure would stand. The surface of the plywood is very lightly blackened with burned marks and gestures. Inset in the plywood, directly over my head, is the square fluorescent light panel that kiyoshi customized with red Tuck Tape. There are many criss-crossed layers of tape and they have some punctured slits and cuts. Straight ahead to the east wall of grunt gallery is a plywood wall built by kiyoshi that supports an installation of videos by Simon playing on three monitors. To my left are the front windows and entrance of grunt gallery. The windows have an installation of Tuck Tape on them.

I am going to get up from this chair now, walk forward and then turn to the left so that I am facing north. 

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Part three: notes

I am now in front of Location C on the tactile map. This piece is also by kiyoshi. It is titled notes. It is an installation of Tuck Tape on the right hand side of the gridded north facing front windows of grunt gallery, as well as the central top window. The Tuck Tape has been applied on every second window pane to create an alternating checker-like pattern. 

The Tuck Tape on each window pane has been applied the same way.  It makes a rectangle pattern that encompasses the entire width and length of the window pane. The pattern is made out of strips of Tuck Tape applied starting from the top right corner that follow the edge of the window in a counterclockwise direction, filling in the space with concentric rectangles that diminish in size. In the very centre, a thin, single strip is left un-taped. This makes a narrow rectangular slit that I can still see the exterior through. 

The top window panes on this grid of windows are quite high, and kiyoshi specifically designed the aforementioned scaffold structure so that he could reach these top windows and install the Tuck Tape onto them. kiyoshi and I wheeled the scaffold platform to the windows and used a ladder to climb onto it. From there, he cut strips of Tuck Tape the appropriate length and handed them to me. I then applied them. When we finished, we wheeled the structure back to its position against the west wall.

You can gently touch the Tape Tape and feel the subtle texture made by the overlapping layers. Looking through the Tuck Taped portion of the windows, I can still make out vague shapes of foliage and see the road with cars driving past the gallery, but everything is slightly hazy and is tinted red. 

kiyoshi enjoys working in situ and responding to conditions like space and light. While he knew that he wanted to do something over the windows of grunt gallery, the exact form of notes was developed over the course of the installation. In helping kiyoshi install this piece, I gained a similar appreciation for Tuck Tape as he has. It is easy to stick onto the windows, and easy to tear or cut. It can also be peeled off the windows without too much difficulty. It is a very practical material, and I now understand why kiyoshi always has a roll of Tuck Tape around. 

I am now going to turn my body to the right. Installed on the east wall of grunt gallery is a plywood wall built by kiyoshi titled I love you as a thought, with three monitors mounted onto it playing videos by Simon. This is Location D on the tactile map, but I haven’t moved yet from the windows. Let me describe what I see still standing near the windows. 

The wall is made out of three eight foot high by four foot wide plywood panels that are screwed into a two-by-four frame. This frame holds the plywood panels off of the gallery wall by about a foot and a half. From my current position, I am looking at the north facing side of the piece, and I can see the gap between the plywood and the wall, where kiyoshi has installed three speakers on stands. I also see the power and audio cables that are running from the monitors through the plywood. This peak into the behind the scenes of how the work is powered and where the sound plays from is something I appreciate, allowing an insight into the process and care that kiyoshi put into installing this work. 

I am going to walk into the centre of the gallery space and turn to face the east wall, so that I am looking directly at this plywood wall, Location D on the tactile map.

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Part four: i love you as a thought

I am now standing in front of Location D on the tactile map. For now, I will ignore the monitors playing Simon’s videos, and focus on describing the plywood wall onto which they are mounted. The three eight foot tall by four foot wide panels are standard dimensions of plywood; kiyoshi has not cut them down, but instead based this wall on these dimensions. kiyoshi has again used a belt sander to make marks and gestures into the plywood. Plywood is made out of multiple very thin layers of wood veneer that have been glued and compressed together, and kiyoshi’s belt sanded marks reveal these layers, allowing me to see and feel their slight variation in colour and texture. The three panels look like they were all belt sanded together. Gestures on the left most panel move into the centre panel and can be traced all the way to the far right panel. 

The gestures are large and sweeping. While abstract in nature, the shapes and lines have an organic quality to them. I think about the marks left in wood by a termite, or the roots and branches of a tree. The gestures on the central panel are the most dense. The bottom right quadrant of this central panel has an especially worked area. Where the marks on most of the panels look like they were made by a smooth and rocking motion with the belt sander, the bottom right area looks to be worked in a staccato-like swooping and sculpting motion. The plywood is still smooth to the touch, but notably rougher than the previously described plywood that is mounted onto the piece past future past. Particularly rough is the bottom right area of the central plywood panel. You are again free to touch, but do so lightly and be wary of splinters. 

I will now describe the video installation that plays on the three monitors mounted onto the plywood wall. The piece is titled Ceremony for Smoke and Mirrors and is Location E on the tactile map. These videos are a three channel installation and are meant to be viewed all at the same time. I find myself spending some time with a scene from one video, then moving my gaze to another, then observing what is happening on all three at the same time. Each video is about a ten minute loop and is composed of multiple short, static shots. The shots fade from one shot to another, and at points one shot is even overlaid on top another shot. 

Much of footage in these videos was shot by Simon on the docks of North Vancouver, where for several years he was employed on a predominantly Filipino crew doing maintenance and fabrication on luxury yachts. Simon would shoot videos of himself and his co-workers going about their daily work and tasks. The footage included here consists of scenes of painting, constructing furniture, doing deck maintenance, cleaning, and other scenes of work. Due to an issue with permanent residency paperwork, Simon was unable to return from a recent trip to SouthEast Asia, and he completed the edit of these videos from his sister’s home in the Philippines. Included in the videos is footage from his time on this trip. Scenes of working on yachts in North Vancouver fade into scenes from the Philippines, such as a military parade or a shot of Simon’s relative taking him out fishing on a traditional wood boat and showing him how to bait a hook. These shots are also interspersed with footage downloaded from TikTok that show Filipino workers on freighters and cargo ships dancing to Budots (b-u-d-o-t-s) music, as well as Simon taking selfie videos of himself dancing in his room. 

Budots is a specific form of electronic music and dance that originated in working class areas of the southern Philippines, and in recent years has become popular across the Philippines. The music is fun, and the dance involves bending one’s knees, slowly gyrating at the hips, and moving one’s hands in tight circular motions above the head. 

The sounds in each video play over top of one another. It was Simon’s intention to reference the din and noise of a worksite, where the sounds of tools, music, banter and conversation all overlap. 

I have now described all of the works in the main exhibition space. From here, I am going to orient myself to the south and begin walking to the back of grunt gallery. On the west wall, to the left of past future past, there is more vinyl on the wall. This vinyl has the same logo and font as the other vinyl, with added text below that reads “Break Room, Exhibition Continues” with an arrow directing me to continue to the back room of grunt gallery. I walk past the stairs on my left hand side that lead to the upstairs offices and I am now in the Break Room.

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Part five: break room

The Break Room is Location G on the tactile map. The Break Room consists of a long white table along with rolling chairs and a bench for sitting. The rolling chairs can be pushed aside so that a wheelchair can be pulled up to the table. Installed in this space is a collection of artworks and texts by people who make up the community that kiyoshi, Simon, and myself call our friends, family, co-workers, and collaborators. Some of this material is placed on the table that is in the centre of the room, other pieces are installed and hung on the walls around it. This is a casual space, with a casual display of artworks. Myself and the artists want people to feel comfortable to take a seat here, appreciate the collection of materials available, or just hang out and enjoy a conversation. The grunt team also invites you to pour a cup of tea.

With that being said, I encourage you to take a seat. I am going to sit down on the south side of the table, on a bench that kiyoshi built out of wood. This bench should also be touched, as it has a delightfully smooth, bevelled edge to it. 

I will now provide a brief overview of The Break Room. For full visual descriptions of the artworks on display, you may consult the exhibition binder. Looking at artworks in this room is a bit like a treasure hunt; they are informally displayed throughout the space, and invite conversation and questions about who made it, what it is, why it might have been included. At the end of the day, the relaxed atmosphere of the space as a whole is more important than the individual works. 

The Break Room was conceived by the artists as an ode to a jobsite break room, where workers eat their lunch, enjoy a moment of quietude, or hang out with their co-workers away from the boss’s gaze. Over the course of producing this exhibition, Simon spoke a lot about the break room at his job on the docks of North Vancouver. Simon’s break room had a pool table in it. He and his fellow co-workers enjoyed games during lunch or after the work day. For a brief moment, he hoped he could bring a pool table into this break room. For multiple reasons, that was not feasible. Simon also spoke about the dynamics that took place in his break room. It was a space where he and his co-workers could freely complain about the bosses and the wealthy owners of the yachts they worked on. It was also a place they shared food, enjoying communal lunches in a manner that the few white co-workers on his jobsite were unaccustomed to. In a reading that Simon presented several years ago on his yacht work experiences, I recall Simon noting a particular white coworker who was new on the job. He would bring his lunch and eat it alone out of his tupperware, while eyeing the food that the Filipinos brought to share with one another. After a few weeks on the job, this person also began bringing food to share with the others, taking part in the pleasure and camaraderie of a communal lunch. This past August, myself and the artists met to go over some particulars of this exhibition. Simon brought up the idea of a break room being part of this show. kiyoshi and I readily agreed.

On the table of the Break Room is a collection of zines, some ceramic pieces, a flan tin with candles. At the west end of the table is a coil bound sketchbook and black ink pen. Guests are invited to write, doodle, or draw in the sketchbook. Beside the sketchbook is a saddle stitch stapler. This stapler was used by Kay Slater to bind kiyoshi’s zine. kiyoshi was curious how the saddle stitch stapler worked, and when Kay brought it out, kyioshi requested that it be included with the breakroom material, so that if people wanted to, they could staple together their own zines. 

On the east end of the table there is a small 22” TV monitor that plays a video by kiyoshi. This is Location F on the tactile map. The TV stands on a homemade mount that kiyoshi made out of two-by-fours and Tuck Tape. The tension of the Tuck Tape is what keeps the monitor upright, so be very gentle if you wish to touch it. 

The TV plays a video piece by kiyoshi titled 7-9-1 body break. 7-9-1 body break is composed of a looped series of shots taken out the window of a car while driving. All of the shots are a pinkish hue that kiyoshi achieved by taping a piece of Tuck Tape over the lens of the iPhone used to shoot this footage, effectively making a filter out of the Tuck Tape. The video has an ambient, background-like quality to it. It is like having a TV on that you are not fully paying attention to. 

On the walls are some photographs Tuck Taped up in the temporary fashion of posters, a few drawings, and a poster that reads: “Fuck your job, money is fake, society isn’t natural, and the sun is going to explode.”  There is also a trucker’s cap with the Tuck Tape logo, and another poster with a clock that shows it is beer o’clock. In a provisional and in-progress manner, an unsecured diagonal corner shelf made from pieces of two-by-fours supports a lamp made out of a vacuum filter.

Along the south wall, there is a piece of plywood that has a black and white print placed onto it, and a plinth on the ground, on top of which are several sculptures made from different materials, like cement, left over sticker paper, and kitchen strainers. The collection is eclectic, fun, and showcases the breadth of the community in which myself and the artists’ practices are situated and supported. Check out the binder for more details on each of these objects, and keep checking back, as the artists plan to add more objects throughout the course of this exhibition. 

That concludes the tour. 

( Hand drill whirrrrrs )

Part six: conclusion

[ Kay: ] With that, we conclude the described tour of Falsework. Later, during the exhibition’s run, we will have a publication available for the show and an alternative text version available in plain text or AI-generated audio, both on our website and through the Yoto players in gallery.

Thank you so much for joining us on this creative access audio tour! We’d love to hear your thoughts on this experience and how we can improve it. If you carried any tactile object(s) during the tour, please return it to the welcome station! We acknowledge that we cannot be everything to everyone, and respect that our creative access explorations may not serve your needs. You can reach us at access@grunt.ca or chat with any of the staff on site with any feedback you have the capacity to provide.

Thank you again.

Curatorial Essay

Falsework: Simon Grefiel & kiyoshi

by Mitch Kenworthy

Out of another rebar latticed pit emerges another homogenous glass and concrete building. I pass multiple construction sites on my way to work each day. I appreciate the daily progress of a thing being built; the itinerant liminality of a scaffold exoskeleton, the slender verticality of falsework columns supporting freshly poured layers of concrete slab, the bright white rectangle of a piece of Tyvek billowing in the wind like a sail. I prefer the under construction to the constructed. I prefer the means to the ends. Better to write about the working, and the way the work is done.

“I LOVE baseball!” So goes the refrain in a text kiyoshi wrote and presented as a public reading a few years ago. I can attest, as kiyoshi’s friend, roommate, and former studiomate, that he does indeed love baseball. Watching baseball, playing baseball, “the most pastoral sport,” kiyoshi declares. Over the years, he has filled me in on the finer points of the game, from oddball pitching techniques and bullpen tactics, to the proletarian ethos of careers spent bouncing around the minor leagues. Sitting in the dugout, kicking at grass in the outfield, the pleasure of swinging a real wood bat; located in kiyoshi’s love of baseball is an appreciation for rhythmic slowness and haptic beauty that maps aptly onto his expansive and embodied practice. 

I knew kiyoshi at first primarily as a performance-based artist. His pieces somatically engaged space and architecture in a manner plainly legible in his material work, where a performative spirit lingers in the emphasis that he puts on the act of doing and making. kiyoshi privileges process and is attuned to the attendant sensations and pleasures of working on things. He works slowly, whittling away in the studio, working on other things; gardening, fashioning furniture for his bedroom out of appropriated lumber, redesigning the interior of our apartment. These activities are all significant to his practice, a practice in which he not only responds to the conditions that he is situated in at a given time, but actively constructs them. 

kiyoshi is keenly sensitive to the spaces he inhabits. In the studio that we shared, he walled in his section with two-by-fours and plywood. I was struck by the fact that he didn’t make this space and then make work within it. Rather, the space was his work. During this period, kiyoshi spent most of his spare time at the studio—even surreptitiously living there—and his space reflected his needs and desires at a given point; closing in, opening up, summarily deconstructed, reconfigured, and rebuilt in what was a years-long pursuit of architecting a space. The back doors of this studio opened up into a well traversed alleyway in Vancouver’s Riley Park neighbourhood. kiyoshi preferred them ajar, using the exterior to do his messier woodwork (notably burning and belt sanding lumber that made up the walls of his space). I appreciated the generosity with which he engaged passersby, conversing with them about what he was up to, establishing relationships with regulars. This way of working was out of necessity, keeping sawdust and fumes away from his studiomates. But there was also a clear affinity for the social and public context. 

In the tools and materials that kiyoshi uses, necessity and affinity meet again. There is an economic frugality at play. He has the tools he uses because of the jobs that he works. Materials like lumber are often collected in the form of leftovers and offcuts and are then reused in multiple projects, becoming wrought indexes of his labour in the process. But there is also a familiar affection for these tools and materials, one born out of long hours working with them in various trades and construction jobs. Formative to kiyoshi are the years he spent working for his father’s contracting company doing renovations around Vancouver. Days spent in rooms and buildings in various stages of construction and demolition are alluded to in the bare and unfinished stance of his woodworked structures. 

In Falsework, kiyoshi shows a plywood wall and scaffold-like platform, respectively titled past future past and i love you as a thought. These works importantly also do work; the plywood wall supporting a series of monitors playing videos by Simon, and the scaffold-like platform functioning as a stage for a performance and a means to install notes, the Tuck Tape installation across the top windows of grunt gallery. Much of the lumber that kiyoshi used to construct these pieces formed the walls of his current studio space. Dismantled, brought to grunt gallery and constructed in situ, the works and the site of their production are effectively collapsed. 

Last summer, I attended a beer-league baseball game that kiyoshi was playing in. He wore a Ford branded trucker cap that he had tie-dyed with bleach in our bathtub, reflective red cycling sunglasses purchased on his way to a landscaping gig, and a pair of electric blue cleats with knee high socks. His stance at bat had the same singular flair as his outfit; acutely crouched while dramatically shifting his weight from foot to foot. Between innings, kiyoshi offered me a beer pulled out of a waxed cardboard produce box that he had fashioned into a front rack for his bicycle and adorned with Tuck Tape. Everything kiyoshi does is approached with a certain aesthetic flourish, an appreciation for the potentials of ruggedly utilitarian matter, and an ethos of care. I think about a quote by Jan Verwoert that kiyoshi shared with me in an epistolary exchange of writing from one of our previous projects, “and why do we often enough go to extremes to do the things we seek to do in the way we think they need to be done? Because we care.”

My first engagement with Simon’s practice was caring for his plants. Potted in vessels made out of delicately sautered stained glass, they were shown in Flying Kiss for Receiving Cheek, an exhibition in the window space of The Libby Leshgold Gallery, where I work. It was 2021 and we were in the midst of COVID-19 lockdowns and restrictions. Access to the gallery was limited and discouraged. The windowed exhibition space heated up like a greenhouse in the sun, and Simon’s plants withered without daily watering. A banana tree was particularly mal-affected. During this unstable and uncertain time, my days took on a rhythm based on biking down to the gallery every afternoon to ensure these plants were properly watered and cared for. To my great pleasure, by the close of the exhibition the banana tree was thriving and had even begun to sprout new fronds. 

Following this exhibition, the plants and stained glass vessels were shipped to the Vancouver Art Gallery, where they were included in that year’s Vancouver Special triennial. Concern over fluctuating relative humidity levels meant that staff at the VAG were stingy with watering, reportedly telling Simon it could impact their ability to one day borrow a Rembrandt. When I attended the exhibition, the banana tree was in a sadly withered state. It presented a very different read than one fecund and verdant; a victim of colonial museology, whose care ironically came second to borrowing a work by a painter ensconced in a Dutch Golden Age contingent on VOC exploitation of Austronesia.  

Last year, I visited Simon’s studio. Neatly organized in one of his workbench drawers were the pieces of stained glass from the vessels in which the banana tree and other plants were shown. He had taken them apart and was refashioning them into new work. The glass was stored along with the rest of his vast collection of materials: pieces of teak, tubes of silicone and marine caulking, dried plants, memorabilia from the Philippines, offcuts of wood and myriad other items. Like kiyoshi, Simon reworks the same materials into multiple pieces and projects, and readily gleans these materials from his various day jobs. The stained glass were offcuts collected while Simon worked as a studio assistant for artist Julian Hou. Other materials were collected as leftovers from his job at the docks in North Vancouver, where Simon was employed on a predominantly Filipino crew doing maintenance and fabrication on high end yachts. It was here that he shot much of the footage for his three channel video installation, Ceremony for Smoke and Mirrors.

Expanding on his propensity to collect and gather material, the videos in this installation are composed from a vast archive of digital material shot and saved on Simon’s phone. They are edited in a way that, to quote the artist, maintains “a social media vernacular.” Simon is active on social media. His instagram stories, which I understand as an extension of his practice and desire to create and communicate, showcase insights into the places and communities in which he is situated at a given time, time lapses of a day’s work, research into interconnected Austronesian pasts and presents, notes on the politico-ethno-linguistic significance of Filipino budots music, and scenes of raves and dance parties that for Simon are of course a form of research, too. They provide a well framed glimpse into whatever has piqued Simon’s nimble curiosity at a given time. Follow him to see what I mean: @sa4iiii. 

Shooting footage at his jobsite affects a reformatting of Simon’s wage labour into an extension of his artistic labour. It is a creative act, that along with dancing, day dreams, longings for home, and the fellowship and camaraderie of coworkers, is presented in Ceremony for Smoke and Mirrors as inevitably infiltrating and ornamenting the rote work of manual labour. For Simon, a Waray-Waray speaking Filipino working on yachts in North Vancouver, this piece is also a tender reflection on his connection to a long lineage of Filipino marine labourers; from Enrique of Malacca, to Ben Flores, to the local fishermen in Simon’s hometown of Tacloban City, to his coworkers on the docks of North Vancouver and the Filipinos employed on international freighters and cargo ships the world over, working in an industry where hierarchies are well stratified based on what author Leila Kahlili locates as “the global colour line running through wage and recruitment strategies.” Captains and officers regularly consist of white Europeans, while under their purview are crews most often made up of workers from the Global South. We all work for money, but some money is worth more than other money, some work pays more than other work, some bodies do work that other bodies do not. But see Simon’s videos: Who are the ones dancing budots on the decks of freighters as they traverse the world’s seas? While not an antidote to global economic disparities, it is an act that asserts—along with any creative gesture not in the service of producing surplus value for one’s employer while on the job—that the working body is still the worker’s body. 

When we conceived of this exhibition, Simon’s plan was to solely use footage shot at his North Vancouver jobsite. Due to an issue with permanent residency paperwork that has left him unable to return from a recent trip to SouthEast Asia, he finalized this piece from his sister’s home in the Philippines. Ever responsive to his site and circumstance, the final edit includes footage collected from his time on this trip, condensing and overlaying the vast expanse of the Pacific Ocean that both separates and connects Tacloban City in the Philippines with the Salish Sea that laps against the docks of North Vancouver.

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there hidden, far beneath and long ago. – Audio Description and Transcripts

Artist Statement 

Moozhan Ahmadzadegan is an artist based on the unceded and traditional territory of the Syilx Okanagan People, also known as Kelowna, BC. His artistic interests center on themes of queer culture, Iranian diaspora, and cultural in-betweenness. This spectrum of ideas serve as a point of access to deepen his understanding of contemporary social issues. Moozhan’s practice encompasses painting, screenprinting, textiles, and installation practices. Through these mediums, he investigates how we respond and engage with the colonial social and cultural structures that shape identity on personal, national, and public scales.

In his exhibition, there hidden, far beneath and long ago, he examines traditional Iranian art such as Persian miniatures, patterns, rugs, architecture, and poetry, and reimagines them through a queer lens. This approach symbolically carves out space for queer narratives within historically heteronormative frameworks, addressing the erasure of queer identities in various contexts. These themes resonate with the increased condemnation of queer people felt globally, including within his immediate community, in so-called Canada, and by the present government of Iran—the contemporary source of his influences.

By queering traditional Persian visuals and narratives, Moozhan reinterprets, reimagines, and reconfigures these elements to create new meanings and queer-inspired narratives. Persian carpets are reimagined through the interplay of materials, contradicting a carpet’s original intentions. A carpet is wall mounted, scaled down through printmaking, and its tassels elongated with 15’ rope. With no set meaning, these objects offer the potential for new narratives. As designer and architect Jaffer Kolb describes it “[queerness is] an open mesh of possibilities, gaps, overlaps, dissonances, resonances, lapses, and excesses of meaning” (Pavka). With that in mind, Moozhan attempts to disrupt these traditional art forms and bring them into a contemporary context. there hidden, far beneath and long ago emphasizes creative play and experimentation, allowing Moozhan to move away from overtly literal interpretations and embrace fluidity. His work serves as an entry point for exploring critical dialogues surrounding queer identity, diaspora, and cultural hybridity. Through this approach, he invites viewers to engage with these themes in nuanced and open ways.

Citations:
Pavka, Evan. “What Do We Mean By Queer Space?” Azure Magazine, 29 June 2020, https://www.azuremagazine.com/article/what-do-we-mean-by-queer-space/

Acknowledgements:
I am grateful for the opportunity to work, play and create on the lands that have been tended to by the people of Sylix Okanagan Nation and to present this artwork as a guest on the lands of the xʔməΘḵʷəỵəm (Musqueam), Sḵwx̣wú7mesh (Squamish), and səlilwətaɬ (Tsleil-Waututh) Nations.

I acknowledge the support of the Canada Council for the Arts.

Artist Bio

Moozhan Ahmadzadegan is an emerging artist based on the unceded and traditional territory of the Syilx Okanagan people, commonly known as the Okanagan. He received a BFA from the University of British Columbia Okanagan with a Major in Visual Arts and a Minor in Art History and Visual Culture in 2019. His work explores Iranian diasporic and queer themes, most often engaging the mediums of painting, screenprinting, textiles, and more recently installation practices.

Tactile Object (welcome station)

Note: a laminated PDF in gallery of this transcript is also available.

Tactile Objects:

2D Site Map

3D Dollhouse Gallery Map

Tactile Arabesque Patterns: 

The following patterns appear in quilt-like squares on the large mounted and standing sculptures. The artist has also supplied one of the prints installed on the wall for tactile exploration.

  • Pinwheel: A rectangular grid divided into squares, each square divided diagonally into two right triangles, one filled and one empty. They are arranged such that no two triangles of the same “colour” are adjacent. 

  • Decorative Floral: A rectangular illustration of a cluster of flowers, most of which are roughly star-shaped, connected to stems and leaves that radiate outward in an organic arrangement. 

  • Geometric: A rectangular illustration consisting of a dense pattern of intersecting heavy lines that zig-zag form a variety of star-shapes and other polygons in an irregular arrangement. 

  • Decorative Interlocking Vines: A rectangular illustration consisting of rows of quatrefoil/clover-shaped forms placed adjacent to one another to create a chain link-like pattern. 

Carpet Series Screenprint Pattern: This pattern appears on top of the panels mounted on the east wall. 

A rectangular black and white illustration reminiscent of a decorative rug. Patterns are arranged in two concentric rectangles with a quatrefoil/clover-shaped form in the center. Within these forms, multiple repeating and symmetrical patterns depict flowers, leaves, and similar decorative elements. 
The ropes beyond the tactile tape near the middle and east side of the gallery (left of where you entered)  can be gently touched. You will need to kneel or bend down to touch them.

Creative Access Audio Tour

Transcript note: The Indigenous nations are written in English to reflect that this tour prioritizes non-visual or Blind visitors who may be accessing the tour with a screen reader. We both respect ongoing language revitalization efforts and that updating assistive technology to allow for cultural respect and safety is slow and imperfect. Thank you for your patience.

Introduction

Welcome to grunt gallery’s creative access audio tour of there hidden, far beneath and long ago, the exhibition project by artist Moozhan Ahmadzadegan. My name is Kay Slater. I am a white, hard-of-hearing, queer settler on these stolen and unceded Coast Salish lands, the ancestral territories of the Hunquminum and Squamish Snichim speaking peoples. As the accessibility and exhibitions manager and preparator here at grunt, I assisted in installing this work. I have reviewed this script with both our artist and curator, but any pronunciation errors or cultural misrepresentations are on me. We welcome your feedback as we develop more creative access tools for our gallery and exhibitions.

This tour has four chapters. The fourth chapter is split into four parts, which allow you to jump back and forth through the exhibition descriptions when listening online or on the gallery’s audio players. The gallery transcript allows you to scrub the complete tour file using timestamps. At the start of each chapter, you will hear the sound of a page-turning:

[Page turning]

In Chapter One, I will detail the space and how to enter it and orient yourself in the gallery. In Chapter Two, I’ll describe our welcome station and the objects available for you to use and touch. Chapter Three covers our facilities, washrooms, and C-Care stations. If you’re ready to tour the show, you can skip to Chapter Four, where I will read the wall didactic and walk you through the show, but if you are skipping ahead, be aware that the welcome station has a tactile map to help you navigate this tour. Chapter four is broken up into parts as I move to different artworks in the show. When I move to a new artwork, you will hear this sound of chimes:

[Mystical chimes]

Let’s get started with Chapter One.

[Page turning]

Chapter 1: Physically Entering the Space

When approaching grunt gallery at 350 East Second Avenue from the accessible drop-off on Great Northern Way, follow the sidewalk to the building’s main entrance. Turn left at the entrance, and you’ll find us at the first exterior door, unit 116. A low-grade ramp leads to our front double doors, with automatic door buttons at waist and ankle level on a post to the right. Be cautious of the small lip at the threshold, which is a potential tripping hazard. Excluding Thursdays, masks are now optional and only recommended indoors at grunt; if you forgot yours, we have extras near the entrance and will not enforce their use outside of Thursdays for low-sensory and voice-off visiting hours.

Welcome to grunt gallery! We are situated on the occupied, stolen, and ancestral territory of the Hunquminum and Squamish Snichim speaking peoples, specifically the land of the Musqueam, Squamish, and Tsleil Waututh peoples and families. We are grateful to be here

The current show features painted works with ropes that dangle and lay on the floor on the left side, and a free-standing sculpture in the far left back corner. A tactile tape runs on the floor to mark any tripping hazards. If you require assistance and are not greeted by staff upon entry, please call for help. Staff are in the office and will assist you as soon as possible. We are always happy to walk the show with you.

The public gallery space is a white cube with 20-foot walls on three sides and a 12-foot south wall that opens 8 feet before reaching the ceiling, providing light to the loft office space beyond. The office is not visible from the gallery, except for a large convex mirror that allows staff to see visitors. A tone rings when people enter the space.

On low-sensory and voice-off Thursdays, a staff member will be available but will not greet you, allowing you to move at your own pace. If you are non-visual, call out for help anytime. If you are sighted, please silently approach a staff member. We have hard-of-hearing staff on site, so a visual wave may be required to get their attention.

[Page turning]

Chapter 2: grunt gallery’s welcome station

As you enter the gallery, immediately to the right on the west wall is a sanitization and welcome station. The station is white with black labels in English, high-contrast icons, and some braille. There are three open shelves, including the top surface, and the two shelves below can be pulled out towards you. Below that are two closed drawers with d-hook handles.

On top of the welcome station is our gallery spider plant, Comos, who is watered on Wednesdays. The top surface holds a leather-bound guestbook with a black pen, a bottle of hand sanitizer, and a box of masks with tongs. A digital tablet lets you browse the exhibition page on our grunt.ca website or access our Big Cartel eCommerce store.

On the first pull-out shelf, on the left, is the exhibition binder with large print information about the space, the show, the artist, a transcript of this tour, and the exhibition map. On the right are a series of tactile objects. Our tactile objects are creative access tools designed to create a point of entry for non-visual, Blind, or partially sighted guests who may wish to experience the work through touch or by bringing the objects close. However, tactile objects are also sensory objects that can be used by sighted folks who wish to feel a connection to the work and those who enjoy or are supported by having objects in their hands to touch. 

Here, there is a large multimedia print here to touch. It uses acrylic and gouache paint as well as UV screen-printed images. This tactile object is associated with works that are hung on the wall and in the sculptural installation. The artist shared this print to present the textures used in the sculptures and illustrations. Two additional smaller tactile drawings isolate some of the patterns used.

Four additional sheets have tactile translation of the installed work on the east wall, depicting the patterns screen printed on the wall-mounted works, and repeated across the 2 panels.

These tactile objects are provided as a sensory point of entry into the works and are not necessarily representative of the work or equivalent to experiencing the works through explorative touch. We do not present these objects assuming that you have never had access to them, but we also do not assume that you have had these experiences. Smell them, hold them, observe them. Use them however you’d like as you engage with the show. This show, in particular, can be touched with a gentle hand, but these objects allow for a close examination and manipulation of details.

On the second pull-out shelf, to the left, are laminated maps of the space. Also within these shelves is a 3D map of the gallery and a flat 2D tactile map of the entire first floor space. Use the tactile maps to follow along with the creative access tour while in gallery. Works are indicated by unique shapes glued to the map with pauses and descriptions with braille markers A through F. You are currently at location A.

To the right of the maps are two Yoto audio players with large, friendly buttons. These players contain this tour and audio of any text within the binder. On the wall to the left of the welcome station is a scannable QR code or tappable NFC tag that links to this audio tour. On Thursdays, the Yoto players are moved to their carrying cases for use with headphones.

Below these are the two closed drawers. The first contains carrying cases with straps for headphones and the Yoto audio devices, allowing hands-free use.

The lowest drawer contains earmuffs for large and small bodies, specifically for those with noise sensitivities.

That concludes the description and tour of the welcome station. In the next chapter, I will tell you about our washrooms and c-care stations. If you prefer to continue with the exhibition tour, skip to Chapter Four.

[Page turning]

Chapter 3: The Facility and Amenities

If you need to use the washroom, it’s at the far end of our space. Exit the gallery through the doorway and follow the west wall (to your right when you enter). Pass by the media lab, and when you reach the back wall, take a left and walk through the small kitchenette to our single-room, gender-neutral washroom.

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the washrooms are located at E.

An automated door button to the right holds the washroom door open for 14 seconds. Inside, to the left of the door, is the lock button, which creates a visual indicator that the washroom is in use. To exit, you can open the door manually or hover your hand over a button above the sink, below the mirror.

Near the exit button is a vertical cubby stack of supplies. Please help yourself to items like hair ties, disposable floss, sanitary napkins, and condoms. This is part of our C-Care program, Community Care for Artist-Run Events.

Speaking of C-Care, we have a tea station in our media lab. 

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the C-Care tea station is at location F.

A television is wall-mounted above the tea station. This is a Satellite Screen of our public and permanent Mount Pleasant Community Art Screen located at the corner of Kingway and Broadway. The screen is a community urban art screen in Mount Pleasant, and you can learn more at mpcas.ca The presentations are all silent video with captions for sighted engagement when either watching here or passing by in the noisy city landscape. If you would like any of these vignettes described, please call out to our staff.

Also here is a colouring station for people of all ages. Take a pause and a break here before returning to the gallery and continuing the tour. 

We now arrive at Chapter Four, where I will begin the exhibition tour next to the welcome station, as if I had just entered the gallery, stepped right to sanitize my hands, and grabbed the tactile map.

[Page turning]

Chapter 4: The Exhibition Tour

4A. About the Show

Moozhan shares: “Queer culture and Iranian diasporic themes have been the focus of my practice for the last few years. I do not have specific inquiries, nor do I seek specific answers, but rather I attempt to create a point of access for both myself and the viewer. Playing with these themes has allowed me to deepen my connection to queer culture, my Iranian heritage, and myself. Working with these ideas has also presented opportunities for me to explore interdisciplinary approaches, strengthening my material and conceptual explorations while also embracing experimentation. I am excited by the interplay of materials and the discoveries I have been making in my practice.”

If you’re using the tactile map, we are at location A near the front of the gallery near the entrance.

On the wall behind and above the welcome station is wall didactic text in black vinyl that reads:

there hidden, far beneath and long ago

Moozhan Ahmadzadegan

Curated by Whess Harman

February 20 – April 5, 2025

The show’s title is in lowercase letters.

Within the exhibition binder at the welcome station is the exhibition abstract or artist statement and artist bio, as well as the timestamped transcript of this tour. 

Within the space, its walls a neutral gallery white, are two works across 3 walls. The works are bright and colourful, and the shades are up, allowing for natural light to come in from the busy street outside. If you need assistance moving through the space or viewing any work, please feel free to call out for help while on-site or contact a staff member for assistance before arriving in the gallery.

Let us move through the show.

[ Mystical Chimes ]

4B. One thing is certain and the rest is lies – west

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the welcome station (A) to location B, facing the west wall.

Following the west wall (left) from the welcome station about 2 metres or 6 feet away is a large, painted pine plywood panel has been installed about 2 feet or 60 cm up from the ground. In the middle and offset a little right is an arched window opening backlit  with bright, sugar-drink pink LED lights. The lit cutout creates a soft, glowing halo on the wall behind it. It is playful and striking, 4 feet wide by 7 feet tall or 120 by 220 centimetres work, installed in the centre of an otherwise empty expanse of wall.

This work is part of the installation titled: One thing is certain and the rest is lies.

Moozhan shares: “This architectural shape derives from Persian miniature illustrations, where the scenes are painted with peculiar flatness. I use peculiar to describe them as sometimes they do not often make sense in terms of space, scale and perspective. High horizon lines, lack of vanishing point, and irregular scale contribute to this. With this artwork, I attempted to replicate the flatness of the source material.”

Our curator, Whess Harman, asked Moozhan, “Your work is non-figurative. Is there a particular way you think about that, in terms of referencing Persian miniature?”

Moozhan responded: “Yeah, I don’t. I want to invite viewers into a new world, and whatever that world is is up to them. I don’t want it to be too specific, because I want people to use their imagination and their own interpretation.”

Whess added: “Yeah, I think scaling up the work and making it more of a structural piece also kind of lends to that idea of entryways and entering new spaces.”

By queering these traditional Iranian aesthetics, Moozhan is reimagining Persian visual heritage through a contemporary lens. The radiant pink light, often associated with synthetic, modern materials, contrasts with the historical references embedded in the patterns. The cutout, illuminated yet empty, invites us to consider themes of absence, longing, and the spaces queer identities navigate within cultural histories.

The textures painted can also be experienced using the tactile objects at the welcome station. A light hand can touch this work, but it is installed on the wall by a cleat and not secured for extended tactile exploration.

This work, One thing is certain and the rest is lies, includes a few different pieces besides this large panel, including images that have been tacked onto the wall and a freestanding panel near the back wall.

Let’s continue exploring this work with the installation near the back wall of the gallery.

[ Mystical Chimes ]

4C. One thing is certain and the rest is lies – south

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from west wall (B) to location (C), near the back of the gallery to the left of the door to the media lab.

Following the west wall left toward the back (or south-west) corner of the gallery is a door that leads through and into our media lab. You’re welcome to continue through here, grab a tea or take a break. I’ll continue in the gallery and pivot left so I am facing the back, south wall. If you’re touching the west wall, there is a drop back to show you’re in the doorway and about to leave the gallery. Turn left and follow that wall until you feel paper and then step back, facing it. Once positioned about 2 metres or 6 feet back from that wall, and then stepping a few inches to my left, I am near the 2nd panel of the work in the installation titled One thing is certain and the rest is lies.

It is a freestanding piece that shares the similar tall, arched silhouette and bright colour palette of its wall-mounted counterpart. It is supported by two perpendicular triangular feet (like a cross or X) whose edges are coloured with a shocking neon pink along the edges, their faces left unpainted, showing the natural wood. The panel stands upright on the floor, allowing us to walk around it, the piece painted on both sides. Tactile floor tape marks the approach and perimeter of the piece, but it is also secure enough to be cane detectable, all sides firmly touching the ground.

This panel is not illuminated, but the colours and patterns are bright and command attention. It uses the same colours and patterns but in larger square, quilt-like patches. 

Behind the sculpture on the south wall, a mural of printed, poster-sized images unfolds. Each 18 x 24” piece displays a distinct pattern, all sharing the same bright colours found in the two large panels nearby. Together, they transform the 12-foot wall into something like a warm, inviting quilt. Some of these patterns appear in the tactile objects at the welcome station, inviting touch and deeper engagement.

Whess, again asked Moozhan, “I was just wondering if there’s any significant meaning for each individual pattern or if it’s more like an exploration of using different patterns?”

Moozhan responds: “It’s both. So in a lot of these miniatures or Iranian art, very traditional art patterns are very big. In architecture, painting, and textiles, you see these patterns quite often. In the miniatures, specifically, there’s always all these different mixes of patterns – on different buildings, and clothing that the figures might be wearing. I love the mix of all the patterns, and I wanted to really explore that. And a lot of these patterns often have different meanings, but sometimes they are inspired by Islam. For example, where these repeating geometric patterns are ever-expanding and they represent that beauty and that closeness to God. For reference, I am not Muslim, nor is my family, but we come from an Islamic country, so there is a lot of cross-cultural influence there. Many of the floral patterns, again, represent gardens, and gardens were in another idea of closeness to God or closeness to beauty or otherworldly.”

For me—Kay, your narrator—someone who is white, queer, and has spent most of my life on the west coast, where nature is wrapped in the damp, deep greens of cedars and pines—these patterns evoke gardens unlike any I’ve known. Some designs feature interlocking vines; others display geometric shapes—triangles repeating across the surface. The varying colours suggest hidden blooms tucked among dense leaves, vibrant and unexpected.

There’s a brightness here that feels both festive and comforting. The colours transport me: I imagine a fragrant, spice-filled outdoor gathering, somewhere far from here yet somehow close—surrounded by loving friends with a taste for neon, warmth, and joy.

Whess asked Moozhan, “I think what’s really striking about a lot of your work is the deliberate use of quite fluorescent colours. It feels very alive and lively. Is that a part of it? How did you select colours?

Moozhan answered: “Typically, these patterns would be very colourful, but not quite as vibrant in terms of some of the very neon or artificial colours that are being used here, but this was an experiment for myself to use more colour. To be more playful, not just with the patterns and colours, but with size, scale and materials. But I just really wanted to be really bold and strong and maximalist and sort of be a bit too much for the viewer, in a way. You might stare at it for too long, and it might hurt your eyes, but I just really wanted to play with that boldness and that maximalist approach.”

Let’s turn left and face the east wall, left of where you entered at the front door of the gallery.

[ Mystical Chimes ]

4D. Persian Carpet Series

If you’re using the tactile map, we are turning from the south wall installation (C) to location (D), facing the east wall. 

Pivoting left to face the east wall, I feel along the floor for the tactile tape that marks the edge of the other work installed in the gallery. The work titled Persian Carpet Series, is a three-panel series, with each piece mounted at varying heights. From each piece, six elongated carpet tassels are suspended. These thick, heavily braided cords extend from the bottom edge of each panel, draping toward the floor and sprawling outward in undulating, looping paths, each ending in a luscious and dense tassel. The cords overlap and rest in bunching serpentine lines. Tactile floor tape outlines the perimeter of the installation to enhance cane detection and mitigate tripping hazards, but the artist welcomes us to make gentle contact with the cords, encouraging a tactile exploration of their dense texture.

Each of the panels is slightly taller than wide, 20 x 24 inches. The triptych, 3 works in series, are all installed much higher than wall works are usually installed, but sighted visitors tend to stand closer to works installed at the typical 56” off the ground. With the ropes coiling on the ground, it requires people to stand back and it is more comfortable to take in the work that is installed above “eye level”, defined by conventional non-disabled, median European measurements. 

I’ll start with a colour description, going from left to right or nearest the window on the north wall, and then over to the right near the freestanding installation. 

Pink (left) Panel: Positioned closest to the gallery’s north side near the wall of the window, this panel is hung slightly lower than the others, about 62 inches or 90 centimetres above the ground. Under the Persian-inspired floral and geometric motifs is a gradient of colours that transitions from soft, light peachy tones at the top to rich royal magenta at the bottom. From its base, six braided cords—alternating between a deep and bright pink—cascade downward, gathering loosely on the floor. This panel stands apart from the others, with more space separating its neighbouring green print.

Green (middle) Panel: Installed highest among the three, this piece is adorned with blue-green Persian patterns on top of an intense lemon gradient that fades into a soft lime. Its cords alternate deep dark night blue and sunshine yellow strands, snaking across the floor in intertwining lines that echo the panel’s intricate visual patterns.

Purple/Pink (right) Panel: Mounted between the other two in height and located furthest to the right, approximately 48 inches or 120 centimetres away from the nearby freestanding panel installation, this work features a gradient of soft floral violet tones blending into soft bubblegum pinks. The cords extending from this work alternate between a deep summer flower purple and soft floral candy pinks, their coils on the floor forming subtle overlaps with the adjacent rope arrangements.

All three works have decorative surfaces on top of their colour gradients that mirror traditional Persian carpet motifs.

Moozhan says the following about these works: “I created a Persian carpet printed on paper again with very bold colours. Each has a gradient and each has a different colour. These screen prints are on paper, but they are mounted to a wooden cradle board, and each has six tassels coming down from the bottom, collecting on the floor and overlapping. The idea here was to create a Persian carpet that was not functional, that betrayed its original idea or the intention of the object. So mounting them on the walls, making the carpet itself very small and not with textiles, and then elongating the tassels to be 15 feet long… thereby, I have made this object no longer a functional carpet!

With no set meaning, these objects offer the potential for new narratives.”

[ Mystical Chimes ]

With that, we conclude the described tour of there hidden, far beneath and long ago. Later, during the exhibition’s run, we will have a curator’s essay and curatorial fellow commentary, as well as a response from author Asia Jong, available in the exhibition binder and digital assets.

Thank you so much for joining us on this creative access audio tour! We’d love to hear your thoughts on this experience and how we can improve it. If you carried any tactile object(s) during the tour, please return it to the welcome station! We acknowledge that we cannot be everything to everyone and respect that our creative access explorations may not serve your needs. You can reach us at access@grunt.ca or chat with any of the staff on-site with any feedback you have the capacity to provide.

Thank you again.

Curatorial Essay

by Whess Harman

We knew we wanted to put Moozhan’s show in the gallery for the spring. In the rain-drenched slide over from winter to spring and the city’s skies are low canopies of clouds sweeping across the glass and concrete, the idea of walking into the gallery to be greeted by vibrant colours and dizzying, intertwining patterns felt not warm and inviting so much as a welcome neon shock to break the mud and grey. It was the right choice; I’m not sure I’ve ever spoken to so many new visitors off the street who came in because they were so intrigued by the artwork that they couldn’t resist taking a closer look.

When Moozhan explains to me the different elements within the exhibition, it’s not lost on me that there is a practice of constructing a distinctly queer space out of this work despite the lack of overt references to queerness. There are no flags and no slogans, no representations of queer bodies; and yet, when I am standing within the space I feel a sense of being invited and held within the safety of the artwork because of the way Moozhan’s work blooms throughout the exhibition space. Though the patterns are fixed and largely non-figural, they feel lively in how they merge together recognizable traditions in Iranian art but are enacted with a hand-painted looseness. Pushing the colour scale towards neon bends the work towards an immediacy that agitates one into a state of excitement, a distinct difference from the coordinated calm of Persian gardens. These gentle subversions feel distinct to Moozhan’s sensibilities about his own identity and cultural heritage, a way to claim space that doesn’t require the force of a shout. I don’t mean to decry our battle cries; I enjoy the catharsis of shouting in the streets, but I also appreciate and believe in a diversity of approach. The queerness of this work moves slowly but insistently, there for those who recognize how it, we, are threaded through the places and communities we move through.

This work comes at a complicated time; the right-wing is off the deep end and the queer community itself is not unified in their support and recognition of trans and intersex identities especially. There is much to be said about this that goes beyond the purview of a curatorial introduction to the work, but to create a garden, to me, speaks towards our better impulses toward one another. These works feel like they were made not with the intention to instruct an outside audience but instead to exist as a reprieve for those who need it. The word “sanctuary” comes to mind, both in its definition as a refuge from persecution but also in its usage as a nature reserve. The creature in me craves these spaces where queerness can live accosted, unabated and not just tolerated but celebrated.

Most of the conversations I have with artists are interjected with the escalating dangers of authoritarian governments, that constant, consuming feeling of being caught between not doing enough while rapidly eating all the information we can to brace for what’s coming. What is the point of us artists and curators and what we do? Do we need the exhibition, the publication, the project? What do we offer in these moments?

We offer a diversity of strategies. We invite one another into our sanctuaries and gardens. We do the exhibition, the publication, the project, and we learn about one another while we do it–it’s easier to brace for the wave when you recognize and love the ones who are standing beside you.

Exhibition Essay

by writer, Asia Jong

I sit in the living room and see the construction crew in hi-vis vests gradually build the apartment across the street. Over the period of two years, what began as a hole in the ground has become a ten-story structure rising higher than any of the buildings surrounding it, including the top floor of my house. Like a desktop background, it gradually shifts, emerging one chunk at a time in the frame of my window. I didn’t know the building was going to exist when I moved to this neighborhood. But I watch as piece by piece, my supposed exterior turns into something much different from what it once was.

A block of grey and caramel aluminum siding fills the entire sightline from the second-floor window like a giant Quadratini wafer. The pattern of its crisscrossing facade and perfectly dispersed windows becomes a flattened plane of repeating lattice that seems to arrive within the living room itself. Insidiously, it slips through the glass, unfolding across the interior like new wallpaper. If all I knew was this view—one limited to the window’s frame—the structure could easily keep on going, repeating its pattern in endless tessellation. And for a moment, my negation of a perceptual understanding indulges its expansion. Linear tendrils weave in squared multiplication as it extends first over the curb, crossing the road past the neighbour’s lawn and then ascending above the skyline. It fills somewhere between here on this block and an undefinable expanse—ceaseless and never-ending. 

For about the same duration as the construction of the building, an ornamental paper star lamp has been hanging from my window. The timing of its arrival into my home coincided with the beginning of the build. Despite its existence as seasonal winter decor, it has inexplicably stayed up throughout the years and adamantly resisted the monthly comments that “we should probably take that down.” I tend to forget about its existence until I return home in the evening—my pseudo-North Star. I can see the glow shining from the sidewalk and, on the other side, the towering building. To my relief, in the time I’ve left my house, it hasn’t yet subsumed the whole block. But just in case, I’ll keep that star up.

In the exhibition, there hidden, far beneath and long ago, architecture and objects struggle with their forms, yearning to give birth to something new. The works by Moozhan Ahmadzadegan draw from patterning and architectural elements from Persian miniature paintings and carpets, but here, the forms grapple with an existence not confined by tradition or shape. Vibrant hues of electric blues and lime greens contrast against gradients of pink, filling the room with motifs of flora, windmill blocks, triangular patchwork, and 12-pointed stars. The boldness radiates an ornamental elation that is playful in its vibrancy but also unyielding in its multiplicity—an undertone of defiance seeps through the paint. There is something insistent in the way the forms press forward, in the way they refuse containment as they replicate themselves onto the walls around them. 

In the work Untitled (one thing is certain and the rest is lies) (2023), what was once a two-dimensional representation of three-dimensional architecture is now wrenched back into sculptural form—ripped from the page (or canvas) and stretched beyond its origins. This regurgitation seems to have carried a few indicators of its source. It maintains the traces of its architectural structure but shifts into a kaleidoscopic rhythm as repeated patterns emerge, overflowing without care for its container. There is a shameless process of reanimation. These are not just forms but gestures towards a place of mutated transformation, of queering what was once rigid, of unsettling the expectations placed upon history and its ornamentation. 

At the same time, the works seem to express an agency of their own. As if they had gotten fed up with getting stepped on all the time, the carpets blatantly reject the notion of staying on the ground. In a state of mid-evolution, the carpets in Ahmadzadegan’s Carpet Series (2024) defy their purpose and triplicate as if they have undergone a type of mitosis, a division of their cellular structures. They begin their new life by climbing up the walls, leaving a trail of tassels behind them. Instead of falling into line with their predetermined existence, they find reinvention as wall hangings and obliterate their usefulness as floor mats altogether by actively working against their intended purpose. Here, they create elongated and enlarged tassels that tangle onto the floor like some sort of tripping hazard. The carpets are not just decorative objects to adorn the gallery or a home; they are interruptions, provocations that demand presence and seek disruption. 

Caught somewhere between past and present, between surface and structure, between confinement and expansion, Ahmadzadegan’s work exists in a state of becoming. In this in-betweenness, custom is distorted and unravelled, desperate to create enough room to assert one’s own existence within a lineage of tradition. We have no control over the narratives we inherit or the structures that rise around us in a city driven by relentless development, but we can carve out space in the gaps—reshaping, resisting, and redefining the boundaries imposed upon us, however big or small that act might be.

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Nee’ Shah | Our House – Audio Description and Transcripts

Artist Statement 

Audio note: The following artist statement was written by exhibiting artist Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé – audio read by exhibitions manager Kay Slater

CONTENT WARNING: 

This exhibition includes themes of loss, grief, mourning, and substance use.

Hǫǫsǫǫ dìik’analta’ de’ (take care of yourself)

As a way to process grief and loss, I have created a literal and metaphorical shelter that has been reclaimed, reconstructed, and revitalized. Having found myself in deep internal conflict following the loss of yet another family member to substance use, I invite you to enter Nee’ Shah | Our House to witness the importance of awakening sleeping materials as a method of navigating loss. Through the processing of natural materials with my family, I attempt to empower you to witness universal cycles of loss, grief, and mourning.

By way of patches, I translate text I have sent to family members that I have lost to or are currently experiencing substance use disorder. I do not personally experience substance use disorder; I am only a witness and a loved one to many that are experiencing or have experienced substance use disorder. Symbols, colours, and patterns that represent my Upper Tanana, Frisian, and French families and communities are present throughout the tent and act as protection, grounding, and connection. Natural materials were collected and processed collaboratively as a family and became a daily ritual in my self-growth and grief recovery. 

Nee’ Shah | Our House began while pursuing my Master of Fine Arts at Concordia University under the guidance and influence of my Grandma Marilyn John. The exhibition explores themes of grief, loss, and remembrance. A special tsin’’įį choh (big thank you) to everyone that has stood by my side as I grieve the recent passings of my Grandma Marilyn John, Brother Stewart Chassé, Uncle Patrick Johnny, Uncle Peter van der Meer, and Cousin Duncan Stephen. 

Thank You:

I have been blessed with an abundance of teachers throughout my life, who share with me teachings, memories, stories, and language. This journey would not have been possible without contributors and supporters. Tsin’įį choh to my Ancestors, my family, my friends, my moosehide and fish tanning teachers, my Upper Tanana language teachers, and White River First Nation.

Artist Bio

Audio note: The following artist bio was written by exhibiting artist Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé – audio read by exhibitions manager Kay Slater. The bio begins with text written in Tanana and is not read in this audio recording.

Dineh k’èh Ddhälh kit Nelnah shǫǫsį’, nòodlèey k’èh Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé shǫǫsį’. Ts’òogot Gaay ts’änh diht’eh. Tthèe Tsa’ Niik ts’änh diht’eh. Amiskwaciy Wâskahikan dänh shih hǫǫłįį. Kwanlin dänh nìidhihshąąn. METULIYE Camosak tah huht’įįn. Shnąą Ttthìi’ Elgąy mǫǫsį’. Shnąą wunąą stsǫǫ Stsaay Ch’idzǜü’ mǫǫsì’, wunąą Nii’ii Jaiy, wunąą Laats’iih’ol, wunąą Gàan Dànihtl’įǫ. Shnąą wuta’ sts’aay Sid van der Meer moosi’. Shta’ Wilfred Chassé mǫǫsį’. Shta’ wunaa stsǫǫ Helen Chassé mǫǫsį’. Shta’ wuta’ sts’aay Louis Chassé mǫǫsį’.

Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé is a proud Niisüü Member of White River First Nation from Beaver Creek, Yukon and Alaska. She currently resides on Songhees, Esquimalt and W̱SÁNEĆ Territories in Victoria, British Columbia, although she travels home to the Yukon as often as she can. She is an Upper Tanana, Frisian, and French visual artist and curator. Her visual arts practice is invested in the awakening of sleeping materials and the reanimation of found objects that are rooted in understandings of identity. She has recently been exploring themes of grief, loss, family, community, and relationships in her installation works. 

Curatorial Introduction (Essay), by Curator Whess Harman

Audio note: The following introduction was written by curator Whess Harman – audio generated through ElevenLabs AI narrator “Bill”.

One of the questions we spend a lot of time on while reviewing exhibition proposals during our open call is why grunt, why this project here and now? For some shows this is easier to decipher than others but it is always the hope that the artist has some of their own reasoning as well for wanting to engage with our space. Teresa was very clear in her proposal about why grunt; her proposal was honest and thoughtful in thinking through the complexity of grief when losing loved ones through houselessness and substance use, while also being mindful of what this conversation means in a place like so-called Vancouver; it’s been nine years since the declaration of a public health emergency regarding overdose deaths in our communities, with the Downtown Eastside not being the only place that this crisis is occurring, but certainly an area which receives the ire of public and political attention for it.

Teresa is frank in stating that she is not someone who experiences substance use disorder and positions herself as a witness. This is not to suggest passivity. In many Indigenous cultures, both hers and mine, being a witness is not only a role given to someone trusted but serves as a crucial function in many of our cultural practices. To mark something as needing a witness(ing) is to ascribe to it an importance and to officiate a place within communal memory. I’ve always liked this method; not everyone is gifted with such a long and detailed memory to remember things equally, so signifying certain moments and then assigning the act of witnessing seems like a sensible way to organize collective memory. Being called to witness is not especially about prestige or personal honour; it is a service to your community and recognized as such. Remember what happened, who was there, what we were gathered for. Remember it in detail, and tell the story well when called upon to do so.

The privileges of working in institutions and the resources it can offer will not insulate you against loss, not if you’re paying attention. In this way, the “why grunt?” question is answered through knowing our community; many of us have lost loved ones in our families and arts communities to both houselessness and overdoses. grunt has been active for the last 40 years and invariably this means that it’s been called upon to hold and witness the grief and struggles of our communities over time. Grief is something that is deeply susceptible to becoming a private and individualized experience, but in this space, has often been felt and supported collectively.
The opening for this exhibition happened on Dec 5, coincidentally on the anniversary of the death of a very dear friend of mine, Lydia Sng. I did consider moving the opening, to grieve in private. So much of how we keep the dead alive is imagining what they might say and this year, what I was hearing was this friend telling me to stop holding back on living my life because I miss them so much. I’ll still hold myself back sometimes, it’s in my nature, but if there was ever a work that I would feel okay still showing up for, it was this one. Nee’Shah is something that every one who visits it will have a different relationship with depending on their experiences with losing loved ones, but what is interesting to me about it is that it’s a work that deliberately and gently gathers people together to connect them back to those personal relationships, to speak the names and tell the stories of those who’ve passed and to do so from a place of compassion and love so that there is still space for them to live alongside us.

A Song Sung // A Melody Returned (Essay), By Jaye Simpson

Audio note: The following introduction was written by writer jaye simpson and will appear in our forthcoming exhibition catalogue. Audio generated through ElevenLabs AI narrator “Bill”.

There’s a scraping sound, friction of blade against hide. the pulling of skin. A consistent thrum of movement, a ritual and prayer on the backdrop of canvas and sinew. Upon walking in, I am awash in the sensory experience of Nee’Shah | Our House by Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé. My breath hitches and my shoulders sag in, my eyes burn with an overwhelming sense of grief and witnessing. You can smell the tanned hide, see the way the light is dampened by the canvas and the beadwork glints light a thousand small pinpricks of light. As if glowing from behind, peering inwards. 

I immediately think about my mother. Julie-Ann Simpson. I think about my Auntie Olga, who calls me up and updates me on the ways in which our family in the Downtown Eastside is still here but sometimes we lose someone. I lost my mother more than a decade ago and I would like to wish that things were different when it comes to our reality. The positionality of Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé’s work in proximity to the Downtown Eastside is captivating and a stark reminder of the ways in which our grief of substance use related death impacts so many of us, especially so on these unceded territories.

I’m at work. In a small gallery on Pender Street and I see folks much alike to me, on their bodies is the familiar black container with a white cross. I see the numbers ebb and flow, a tide of confusion and fury as Ken Sim and David Eby enact anti-drug laws that kill more and more of our kin across the City and Province. I think about my friends in the DTES, how I bump into Jaz outside the West Pub, they call me a little bitch and ask if I want a sip of whiskey from their flask. It’s cold, the very air in my lungs curls around in concentric waves. As I think about this, I hear a wet noise in Nee’Shah, a consistent patterned noise. I turn to Teresa and ask her. The auditory accompaniment is the process of tanning a hide, the scraping and splashing and the auditory ends with the rumble of a car ripping up a driveway. It’s her grandparent coming to visit. 

I stand in awe, my friends nearby and I’m reflecting on how last year Kendell and I marched with DULF, on how my community of harm reduction friends zip around, looking for our friends and community members. I’m awash in the ways it’s us, folks with direct experiences with the toxic drug supply creating these weavings and patterns of care. Continental Breakfast is shouting into the microphone at a queer party to test your supply and not use alone, a harm reduction Buddy at the party is testing someone’s bag for them at the station and teaching someone how to use a safe snorting kit. I’m in a sea of bodies so much like mine and so different, Indigenous and queer and trans and varying in experience and life and so close to the place that so many cast downturned looks at. I could write a thousand love poems to the Downtown Eastside, and maybe I will. 

Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé accomplishes something so phenomenal with this work, a resounding statement that art is political, and devastatingly important to the work that’s to come, and to the work that has already been done. By fusing the personal journey and allowing a wider audience to be a part of this witnessing, it feels in part ceremonial and also a call for a better tomorrow. When I walked out of the exhibition, it felt like my head was breaching the cold waters of English Bay, the air hurting my lungs and my face stinging, my muscles on fire. Visceral and haunting, like part of me was fighting to come back up, as if witnessing such a rich exploration of grief and locational experience was needed deep in my spirit. When I reflect on my grief of overdoses and toxic supply, I feel overwhelmed, as if I couldn’t fathom it, this insurmountable ocean I have been familiar with since 2000, when I lost my stepfather. The Province of British Columbia seems to be a battleground of pseudo progressive and liberation talking point parties and the farcical cartoon villain acting conservative parties. A place where safe supply has become a battle ground on moral public purview instead of granting our own neighbours, our fellow humans the grace and humanity we all should be given at a base level. 

I am a person full of grief, rife with the weight of loss and many times I allow this well of hurt to manifest into rage, rage that pushes my body outside onto the frontlines, I find myself walking side by side with Whess, with Kendell, with Meenakshi, with Dean, with Jaz. I’m mad at a Metis Youth Shelter in Kamloops that evicts youth in and from care if they are found with substances, forcing them into the streets, even if it’s the dead of winter. I think about how many housing organizations do this to folks across the Province, forcing the many Indigenous folks accessing these programs to lose housing and safety. Kendall Yan once said “Everyone has an inalienable right to safe supply”, and I concur, there is something so cruel and genocidal about denying someone safety, especially when the weight of grief and intergenerational trauma so often leads so many of us into self medicating and self soothing by many means. Who is to judge how one tries to find reprieve in this storm of moral superiority that the governing bodies seem to be manufacturing at the expense of our very lives?

I guess what I am trying to say here is that I still don’t know what to do with my grief, but when spending some time in Nee’Shah | Our House by Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé, there was a calm and airlessness about it. Like I was suspended in the heart and song that Teresa so graciously shares with us. I feel more than just the space it takes, but the fingerprints of many lives and the whispers of many stories, a love letter to another, a song sung too early, but with a melody unlike any I have ever heard until now. I mean, I’ve heard the chorus, a few voices in different media, but now it feels cacophonous, the expression of grief and ceremony, this manifestation of wanting, wanting more than this despondent and callous disregard from our own service providers and the “care” system. 

Instead of losing faith, I will close my eyes and know, truly that there are many in their craft and heart who refuse to allow grief to silence them, rather to fuse sinew to bone again, extend muscle and build up the body: a song will be sung and a cacophonous melody returned. 

Exhibition Reflection, by curatorial fellow Vance Wright

“At the centre of Nee’ Shah is a portable tent structure. The canvas that constitutes its walls and roof is well worn–faded while also darkened in places by regular use. There is clear evidence of mending, and various words, abbreviations and symbols adorn its exterior. Visitors are encouraged to enter the tent, as much of the artist’s work is only visible from the inside. Once you enter, the light grows dimmer being filtered through the thick canvas. Each surface has intricate patches of beadwork, embroidery, tanned hide, and various traditional beading or adornment materials sewn onto them, such as dentalium or strands of sinew with medicinal seeds. Many patches have words beaded or embroidered onto them, communicating the sense of loss and love that brought VMC to create this work. One of these patches is partially concealed by a structural post, making it clear that while the artist is generously welcoming us into their experience, some things are still private. The artist frames this work as her experiencing the loss of her family to substance-use. While this is heavy content to hold, the presence of beadwork and medicine is a reminder to us that those who use substances are still sacred to Creator, and are loved and important to their community. The texts present in the tent reinforce this to me, as they read ‘Love you, miss you lots,’ or ‘Where you at? Have you seen them lately?’. Concern and care is stitched into every corner of this structure. The name ‘Our House’ implies more than just belonging to VMC, that this perhaps belongs to those we’ve lost and still love as well.”

Tactile Object (5 envelopes)

Note: a laminated PDF in gallery of this transcript is also available.

We invite guests to gently and carefully touch items inside the tent, but for a closer examination, please explore the following tactile objects provided by the artist:

Envelope one: Porcupine Quills

The artist says: “I have cut the barbs off both ends”.

This is used in a few of the beaded works on the wall of the tent.

Envelope two: Dentalium Shell

The artist says: “I didn’t put too many in there because I was focusing on material I harvested myself, and I didn’t harvest the Dentalium, so I limited it.”

This is used in a patch below the hide.

Envelope three: Silverberry Seeds

The artist says: “These are harvested and dried seeds before they are turned into beads.”

These adorn the dangling sinew below the hide.

Envelope four: Moose Rawhide

The artist says: “When you scrape a hide and get it ready for tanning, this is what you get. It’s really hard and you need to get it wet to use.”

This is used to suspend the hide in the tent.

Envelope five: Moose Backstrap Sinew

The artist says: “This is from a tendon on the back of a moose. It’s stripped and peeled into these strips, like jerky. Then I pull it into these threads, and that’s that I spin into thread.”

This is suspended from and below the hide in the tent.

Creative Access Audio Tour

Introduction

Welcome to grunt gallery’s creative access audio tour of Nay’ Shah | Our House, the exhibition project by artist Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé. My name is Kay Slater. I am a white, hard-of-hearing, queer settler on these stolen and unceded Coast Salish lands. As the accessibility and exhibitions manager and preparator here at grunt, I assisted in installing this work. I have reviewed this script with both our artist and curator, but any pronunciation errors or cultural misrepresentations are on me. We welcome your feedback as we develop more creative access tools for our gallery and exhibitions.

This tour has four chapters. The fourth chapter is split into seven parts, which allow you to jump back and forth through the exhibition descriptions when listening online or on the gallery’s audio players. The gallery transcript allows you to scrub the complete tour file using timestamps. At the start of each chapter, you will hear the sound of a page-turning:

[Page turning]

In Chapter One, I will detail the space and how to enter it and orient yourself in the gallery. In Chapter Two, I’ll describe our welcome station and the objects available for you to use and touch. Chapter Three covers our facilities, washrooms, and C-Care stations. If you’re ready to tour the show, skip to Chapter Four, where I will read the wall didactic and walk you through the show. If you are skipping ahead, be aware that the welcome station has a tactile map to help you navigate this tour. Chapter four is broken up into parts as I move to different artworks in the show. When I move to a new artwork, you will hear this sound of hide preparation:

[Scraping Hide]

This clip is from a longer audio piece in which Teresa prepares a hide like those exhibited in the show. It plays in the gallery throughout the exhibition.

Let’s get started with Chapter One.

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Chapter 1: Physically Entering the Space

When approaching grunt gallery at 350 East Second Avenue from the accessible drop-off on Great Northern Way, follow the sidewalk to the building’s main entrance. Turn left at the entrance, and you’ll find us at the first exterior door, unit 116. A low-grade ramp leads to our front double doors, with automatic door buttons at waist and ankle level on a post to the right. Be cautious of the small lip at the threshold, which is a potential tripping hazard. Excluding Thursdays, masks are now optional and only recommended indoors at grunt; if you forgot yours, we have extras near the entrance and will not enforce their use outside of Thursdays for low-sensory and voice-off visiting hours.

Welcome to grunt gallery! We are situated on the occupied, stolen, and ancestral territory of the Hul’qumi’num and Sḵwx̱wú7mesh speaking peoples, specifically the land of the X’wmuthqueyem, Sḵwx̱wú7mesh, and Selilwitulh peoples and families. We are grateful to be here.

On the exterior windows, the artist provides a content warning that this exhibition includes themes of loss, mourning, and substance use. Please take care of yourself.

The current show features a giant canvas tent that takes up most of the gallery with a walking path along the west wall. If you require assistance and are not greeted by staff upon entry, please call for help. Staff are in the office and will assist you as soon as possible. We are always happy to walk the show with you.

The public gallery space is a white cube with 20-foot walls on three sides and a 12-foot south wall that opens 8 feet before reaching the ceiling, providing light to the loft office space beyond. The office is not visible from the gallery, except for a large convex mirror that allows staff to see visitors. A tone rings when people enter the space.

On low-sensory and voice-off Thursdays, a staff member will be available but will not greet you, allowing you to move at your own pace. If you are non-visual, call out for help anytime. If you are sighted, please silently approach a staff member. We have hard-of-hearing staff on site, so a visual wave may be required to get their attention.

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Chapter 2: grunt gallery’s welcome station

As you enter the gallery, immediately to the right on the west wall is a sanitization and welcome station. The station is white with black labels in English, high-contrast icons, and some braille labels. There are three open shelves, including the top surface, and the two shelves below can be pulled out towards you. Below that are two closed drawers with d-hook handles.

On top of the welcome station is our gallery spider plant, Comos, who is watered on Wednesdays. The top surface holds a leather-bound guestbook with a black pen, a bottle of hand sanitizer, and a box of masks with tongs. A digital tablet lets you browse the exhibition page on our grunt.ca website or access our Big Cartel eCommerce store.

On the first pull-out shelf, on the left, is the exhibition binder with large print information about the space, the show, the artist, a transcript of this tour, and the exhibition map. On the right are a series of tactile objects. Our tactile objects are creative access tools designed to create a point of entry for non-visual, Blind, or partially sighted guests who may wish to experience the work through touch or by bringing the objects close. However, tactile objects are also sensory objects that can be used by sighted folks who wish to feel a connection to the work and those who enjoy or are supported by having objects in their hands to touch. 

There are five plastic backs, each marked with an English label and a braille number. Number 1 contains Porcupine Quills, whose barbs have been cut from the ends. Number 2 contains a few Dentalium Shells. Teresa remarks that these are rarely used in this show because she was mostly focused on materials she harvested herself but included a few of these for tactile exploration. Number 3 contains Silverberry Seeds which have not yet been made into beads. Number 4 contains a coil of Moose Rawhide. Teresa shares that this is obtained when scraping a hide and getting it ready for tanning. It’s really hard and you need to get it wet to use. Number 5 is some Moose Backstrap Sinew. Teresa says that this is the tendon on the back of the moose. It’s stripped and peeled into these strips like jery and then pulled apart into these tendrils which she then spins into the threads she uses.

These tactile objects are provided as a sensory point of entry into the works and are not necessarily representative of the work or equivalent to experiencing the works through explorative touch. We do not present these objects assuming that you have never had access to them, but we also do not assume that you have had these experiences. Smell them, hold them, observe them. Use them however you’d like as you engage with the show. This show, in particular, can be touched with a gentle hand, and these objects allow for a close examination and manipulation of details.

On the second pull-out shelf, to the left, are laminated maps of the space. Also within these shelves is a flat 2D tactile map of the space. Use the tactile maps to follow along with the creative access tour while in gallery. Works are indicated by unique shapes glued to the map with pauses and descriptions with braille markers A through I. You are currently at location A.

To the right of the maps are two Yoto audio players with large, friendly buttons. These players contain this tour and audio of any text within the binder. On the wall to the left of the welcome station is a scannable QR code or tappable NFC tag that links to this audio tour. On Thursdays, the Yoto players are moved to their carrying cases for use with headphones.

Below these are the two closed drawers. The first contains carrying cases with straps for headphones and the Yoto audio devices, allowing hands-free use.

The lowest drawer contains earmuffs for large and small bodies, specifically for those with noise sensitivities.

That concludes the description and tour of the welcome station. In the next chapter, I will tell you about our washrooms and c-care stations. If you prefer to continue with the exhibition tour, skip to Chapter Four.

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Chapter 3: The Facility and Amenities

If you need to use the washroom, it’s at the far end of our space. Exit the gallery through the doorway and follow the west wall (to your right when you enter). Pass by the media lab, and when you reach the back wall, take a left and walk through the small kitchenette to our single-room, gender-neutral washroom.

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the washrooms are located at H.

An automated door button to the right holds the washroom door open for 14 seconds. Inside, to the left of the door, is the lock button, which creates a visual indicator that the washroom is in use. To exit, you can open the door manually or hover your hand over a button above the sink, below the mirror.

Near the exit button is a vertical cubby stack of supplies. Please help yourself to items like hair ties, disposable floss, sanitary napkins, and condoms. This is part of our C-Care program, Community Care for Artist-Run Events.

Speaking of C-Care, we have a tea station in our media lab. During Nee’ Shah, this space is a quiet space for reflection and rest. If you need some energy, you can help yourself to a drink or a puréed fruit snack, and if you simply need a moment to reflect or collect yourself, you are welcome here.

If you’re using the 2D tactile map, the C-Care tea station is at location I also marked by the braille word Table.

We now arrive at Chapter Four, where I will begin the exhibition tour next to the welcome station, as if I had just entered the gallery, stepped right to sanitize my hands, and grabbed the tactile map.

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Chapter 4: The Exhibition Tour

4A. About the Show

Nee’ Shah | Our House invites visitors into a shelter constructed with salvaged materials, offering a space for mourning, reflection, and connection. This installation explores grief and loss, steeped in the traditions and teachings of the artist’s Upper Tanana, Frisian, and French heritage. Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé reanimates these “sleeping materials” to engage with cycles of life, death, and remembrance.

If you’re using the tactile map, we are at location A near the front of the gallery near the entrance.

On the wall behind and above the welcome station is wall didactic text in black vinyl that reads:

Nee’ Shah | Our House

Teresa Vander Meer-Chassé

Curated by Whess Harman

December 5, 2024 – February 1, 2025

Within the exhibition binder at the welcome station is the exhibition abstract or artist statement and artist bio, as well as the timestamped transcript of this tour. On the gallery’s exterior doors and within the binder, the artist states that this exhibition includes themes of grief, mourning, and substance use and reminds us to take care of ourselves.

Within the space is a huge canvas fishing tent pushed against the East and South walls or with your back to the entrance to the far left and against back wall. Behind that, the walls are painted a dark matte blue, and the baseboard trim is white. The West wall that continues through and out of the gallery back into the media lab is white with a blue trim. If you need assistance moving through the space or viewing any work, please feel free to call out for help while on-site or contact a staff member for assistance before arriving in the gallery.

Let us now move to the tent’s entrance.

[Scraping Hide]

4B. Taathǜh (Canvas Wall Tent)

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the welcome station (A) to location B, the entrance of the tent.

Following the west wall from the welcome station about 2 metres or 6 feet away and turning 90 degrees left, we now face the East wall and the tent’s entrance. 

The tent is covered in weathered white canvas stretched over a gable-shaped frame. The entrance rises about 1.5 metres or 5 feet, so many visitors will need to duck slightly to enter through the zippered opening. The left side of the entrance is tied back, while the right side hangs loose, brushing the floor.

The canvas is visibly marked by Teresa’s craftsmanship: black and red blanket and long-armed stitches accentuate repaired seams and attached patches. These handstitched, decorative yet functional Friesian whitework stitches serve as a visual and tactile representation of history and care. While Teresa says, “Blanket stitches are just fun,” the long-armed embroidery comes from traditional lace work done in the Northern Netherlands, where her grandfather is from.

Peeking out from the bottom and edges of the tent is black ABS tubing, which forms the lightweight frame and serves as a cane-detectable boundary. In some places, the canvas and weatherproofing materials are frayed and shredded, and spill out a few centimetres from where the tent meets the ground.

Teresa shares: “The tent is reclaimed by my Dad Wilfred Chassé and I, with permission from our Elders and White River First Nation, from my Grandma Nelnah Bessie John’s Fish Camp. They were just going to throw it out, but we were able to get it.”

To the right of the entrance, large letters W.R.F.N, which stands for White River First Nation, are spray painted in blue above stencilled text that reads 12 by 14 by 4, 10 oz. F.R. The track lights in the gallery are low and shine directly down on the tent, allowing light to pass through a slightly thinner and more translucent fabric than on the thick sides.

Let’s move into the tent.

[Scraping Hide]

4C. Smoke Hole & Embroidery

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the tent’s entrance (B) to location (C), just inside the tent.

Stepping into the tent, the sound and lights change. The gallery lights are diffused through the tent’s gabled ceiling. In other words, the ceiling posts angle in and meet at a tall point in the middle of the tent. The highest point of the tent runs East to West or from entrance to back, so be aware that you may bump your head as you move North or South inside the tent. With our backs to the entrance, let’s turn in place and face North towards the left wall of the tent. The sloping roof has a hole through which smoke could pass if there were a fire. A rectangle of patterned fabric sewn with thick, colourful thread in textured stitches frames the opening. Through it, the front gallery windows, and the winter-naked trees across the street can be seen. Following the seam along the right side of this decoration and down toward the low wall is a rectangle of hide on which a beaded floral design is embroidered. This special piece was Teresa’s grandmother, Nelnah Bessie John’s last piece of beadwork. If we crouch down, we can reach the side, which rises about a metre or just over 3 feet on the North and South walls. 

Facing the left tent wall, the canvas is visually divided into two sections by the thick black ABS pipe that forms part of the tent’s frame. While the pipe runs along three sides of the tent’s base, leaving the entrance unobstructed, its vertical posts define the structure. Each corner has a vertical post, with two additional vertical posts at the center of the North and South walls. These posts converge at the tent’s peak, dividing the white canvas into five distinct areas: two on the North wall, two on the South wall, and one large section on the back (East) wall.

Still facing the North or left wall, on the left side is a round black shape with a cross in the center. Teresa shares: “This is an old Upper Tanana symbol that relates to the sun and portals to other worlds.” It is drawn onto the side of the tent in black paint.

Let’s move towards the back of the tent, still facing the left wall.

[Scraping Hide]

4D. Beaded Patches and Messages

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the tent’s interior entrance (C) to location (D), towards the back left corner of the tent.

Still facing the north or left side of the tent, a column of fabric shapes, just past the middle vertical tent post, is sewn. The column features a line of circles, each dotted in the centre, next to a line of half-moon circles that end in a serged or finished fabric. The canvas behind it continues and covers the rest of the wall before it stretches behind the corner post and continues across the back of the tent. Stitched to the canvas are dark fabric patches with beaded text. The scattered text works are created using tiny seed beads in different colours in bright contrast with the dark-coloured square patches. 

Teresa says the following about these works: “By way of patches, I translate text I have sent to family members that I have lost to or are currently experiencing substance use disorder. I do not personally experience substance use disorder; I am only a witness and a loved one to many who are experiencing or have experienced substance use disorder. Symbols, colours, and patterns representing my Upper Tanana, Frisian, and French families and communities are present throughout the tent and act as protection, grounding, and connection.

Some of the messages are kind of hidden, and if people need to push on the tent to read it, that’s ok. It’s like one of those hidden things where you must act to get at it.”

A red patch near the ground reads: “You got to get out of this”.

In the middle right, “Love you. Miss you lots.”

In the corner, a large patch, obscured by the vertical corner tent post, says, “I miss you every day. Your sister has passed, and I’m having so much difficulty. I can’t believe I’ve lost you both. I miss you so much. She has been missing you. I don’t think she was ever the same after you passed. I love you both so much.” 

Just past the corner, on the back wall in the upper left, it reads, “I miss you.” And the last patch in English in the back corner, a little bit over and down to the right of I Miss You, reads, “where you at? Have you seen them lately.”

[Scraping Hide]

4E. Ch’ithüh (Home-Tanned Hide)

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the back left corner (D) to location (E), facing the back of the tent.

Standing in the centre of the tent and facing the back wall is a broad, white hide stretched across its width. Sections are tied with rigid, dried moose rawhide straps attached to the tent posts. The soft hide has split in places, leaving oblong holes dotted across the surface. The hide can be touched softly with clean hands.

Teresa says: This was gifted to me by my Grandma Gàan Dànihtl’įǫ Marilyn John after the moose hide we worked on for two summers had met an untimely and unfortunate end. The hide seen in the exhibition was completed by my Grandma Bessie over 24 years ago and gifted to me by my Grandma Marilyn. This was the last hide tanned in Beaver Creek.”

Dangling from the bottom edge is a fringe made of sinew spun by the artist from a tendon on a moose’s back. From each spun thread is a hard, black seed bead. Teresa says: “This is Dinǐik Tth’èe (Moose Backstrap Sinew) collected by my Mom Janet from a moose Dwayne had shot. It was processed by my Mom and me while my Grandma Marilyn taught us the method over speakerphone. And these are Donjek (Silverberry Seed Beads) gathered with my Mom Janet and Grandpa Sid van der Meer.” While these can be gently touched, take care not to pull at the threads.

A coil of rawhide used to tie up the hide is available in the tactile objects at the welcome station. A bundle of unprocessed sinew is also available, not yet spun into thread, and dried silverberry seeds before they are turned into beads.

Below the hide is another square patch, which is quite large and has a word written in Tanana. It is spelled i-h-t-s-ü-h. This patch also uses dentalium shells in the corner, one of the tactile objects at the welcome station. These thin, white, fang-like shells accent the four corners of the embroidered word.

There are a few other beaded patches on this wall, but no more with text. These use porcupine quills and colourful seed beads. A particularly intricate beadwork is placed behind the suspended hide in the upper right corner and a metre off the ground. The round beading is attached to a vertical piece of soft leather stitched into a patch, repairing the back wall. It reminds me of a sun or moon in front of which are shapes reminiscent of foliage or trees and some green starbursts that feel like bushes or small green patches of grass. The illustration is vibrant and high contrast, and the beading is dense and expertly constructed, but there is very little difference in texture, so the image is primarily accessible through sight rather than touch. Reaching the corner of the back and right wall, I will now shift to face the right or south and describe the final two sections of the tent.

[Scraping Hide]

4F. Mēet Thüh (Lake Trout Skin)

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from the back of the tent  (E) to location (F), in the back, right corner, facing the right wall of the tent.

I have turned 90 degrees right from the back wall and am now facing the left side of the right or south wall of the tent. While I have mostly kept to the centre of the tent, keeping my head and hair from touching the sloping canvas of the roof, I am compelled forward towards the left section of this wall to touch the oily and scaly piece of Lake Trout leather suspended from the cross beams of ABS pipe. If you are similarly compelled, please wash your hands or use the provided hand sanitizer at the welcome station, but also be aware that this is an oiled piece of fish leather. Please be gentle because it is dried fish skin, but it does have a little give. It is suspended at three corners in a letter-Y configuration by the firm, dried rawhide. The intricate and complex rows of scales are dark along the vertically positioned spine and become light towards the edges. There are a few holes where the skin has broken and separated, but the piece is mostly uniform and complete. It is large and occupies most of the wall area within the left section outlined by the plastic tent frame.

Of the fish skin, Teresa says: This is Mēet Thüh (Lake Trout Skin) caught by my Mom’s partner Dwayne Brew-ren. It was processed by myself, my Grandma Marilyn, my Mom Janet Vander Meer, Auntie Rose-mar-ee Vandermeer, and Niece Sophia Vandermeer using the oil-tan technique shared with us by Yukon artist and fish tanner Shair-el Mik-Lean. 

[Scraping Hide]

4G. Nuun Ch’oh (Porcupine Quills)

If you’re using the tactile map, we are moving from location (F) in the back, right corner, facing the right wall of the tent, to location (G) the nearest right corner left of the tent’s exit.

The southwest corner, or the corner to the left of the exit, is the last section of the tent to describe. Near the middle tent post is another column of fabric shapes, mirroring the column of dotted circles and half-moon shapes from the left wall. However, instead of ending in a finished edge, this section is lined in metal grommets through which a red-flecked cord, often used for tents or rigging, has been laced in a crisscross, lashing the fabric together. The excess rope is then coiled around the horizontal cross beam of ABS pipe, further securing the lightweight tent frame and creating an interesting visual and tactile texture one would expect inside a tent.

In the remaining square section of the canvas are three more beaded patches. One features two vertical rows of stacked, flat beads made of porcupine quills, their barbs trimmed.

Of this work, Teresa says: “The Porcupine Quills were collected with my Mom Janet off a porcupine Dwayne had killed for my Uncle Patrick Johnny. Uncle Pat was eager to eat, so we had to be as fast as possible.”

There are two more beaded text works. 

The first reads: “My brother passed away on Thursday. Please, if you get this message or call me.”

The second, beaded in porcupine quill beads, reads: “I don’t want to lose you too.”

Turning around 90 degrees, we face the tent’s exit.

[Scraping Hide]

Exiting the tent, we face the West gallery wall. Following that wall to the left, it leads us out of the gallery and into the media lab. There is a bench, a quiet space, and our C-CARE tea station. Take a break and rest here as you reflect on the work. As Teresa says – take care of yourself. If you need to chat with someone, call up – the staff area is just above the media lab, and someone will come down.

[Scraping Hide]

With that, we conclude the described tour of Nee’ Shah | Our House. Later, during the exhibition’s run, we will have a publication available for the show and an alternative text version available in plain text or text-to-speech generated audio, both on our website and through the Yoto players in the gallery.

Thank you so much for joining us on this creative access audio tour! We’d love to hear your thoughts on this experience and how we can improve it. If you carried any tactile object(s) during the tour, please return it to the welcome station! We acknowledge that we cannot be everything to everyone and respect that our creative access explorations may not serve your needs. You can reach us at access@grunt.ca or chat with any of the staff on-site with any feedback you have the capacity to provide.

Thank you again.

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Mount Pleasant Community Art Screen

grunt gallery remains closed until further notice due to the COVID-19 pandemic, but the Mount Pleasant Community Art Screen is still glowing bright at Kingsway and Broadway. Through partnerships, commissions, and open calls, there is an exciting and diverse range of new work on the screen exploring our current moment of isolation through moving and still images, texts, poems, drawings and more. Our new programming includes open link in new tab, a showcase of work by ten Indigenous women, Two Spirit, and Indigiqueer artists curated by Jessica Johns; Kevin House’s Isolation Boy project; and submissions from members of the Mount Pleasant community and local elementary school students to our ongoing open calls for creative engagement.

It’s our hope that the MPCAS can continue to connect our community and help us be together while apart in this era of social distancing and self-isolation. You can read more about the MPCAS programming here; and you can see the work in person on the screen on the side of The Independent building on Kingsway.

 

Photo: Bush Business, Jade Baxter.

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Pet Peeves: Chi and Whess

Dear Readers, We are sadly nearing the end of Hedy Wood’s Pet Peeves and from this point on it’s 100% cat content – feline friends only. We are pleased to introduce to you, Whess and Chi.

You can’t imagine my delight at finding a pet/human relationship that was not formed online.

I don’t know why exactly, but the fact that Whess (grunt gallery’s curatorial intern) and Chi, (handsome cat), met through mutual friends made me happy. It’s so old school and very unusual nowadays.

I met up with Chi at Whess’s downtown apartment, armed with cat treats which turned out to be completely unnecessary. Chi is an extremely friendly being, who is happy to pop up on your lap and purr. Pretty much the polar opposite of the type of thing I experience at my place. Blackberry thinks of that kind of behaviour as “mushy” or “soft” and she wouldn’t do it if her last treat depended on it. But I digress. And I also plan to interview Blackberry soon, so you will hear all of her (numerous) complaints then.

While I found Whess to be lovely, I spent most of my visit curled up on the bed, feeding treats to Chi. That’s how I learned that he and Whess got together about 6 years ago when Chi’s original owners moved to Australia.

Me: Another snack Chi?

Chi: Don’t mind if I do. Anything else you’d like to chit chat about?

Me: Well, I was wondering if you have any complaints at all? Anything about Whess? Living arrangements? Food?

Chi: As you can see, Whess is just fantastic, however, it took me quite a long time to get them buying the proper type of food. I like GRAVY, the pate cat food is too gummy!

Me: Hmmm, I see……doesn’t sound too awful…..anything else on your little cat mind?

Chi: And I do believe that if a person, who lives with a cat, gets a tattoo, it should really be a picture of the cat! IT SHOULD NOT BE A PICTURE OF SOME STUPID FISH!!

Now I had heard that despite all his charming ways, Chi could be a little intense. I hadn’t realized this intensity would take the form of loud yelling.

Me: Yeah, I see your point, but it’s a nice tattoo.

Chi: NONSENSE. It’s a FISH! So annoying. And what’s with all the TRAVELLING anyway?

Whess is always darting off someplace, leaving me with other people!! And travelling in cars makes me INCONTINENT!!!

Suddenly, I was in pet interviewer heaven, because it seemed as though I had actually found a pet with a few complaints! Oh, joy to the world!

Me: So, actually, Whess is sort of a terrible companion for you? Not too good at all?!

Chi: Are you completely INSANE? Whess took me in when my former people moved to AUSTRALIA! Whess is the kindest, best person I know! I LOVE WHESS!! You must be a cuckoo nut head!

Of course, being called a cuckoo nut head is not exactly unfamiliar territory to me. I just let it bounce right off me, I am made of rubber, you are made of glue, everything you say bounces off of me and sticks right onto you. That’s pretty much my motto.

Chi: I also LOVE Kathleen!! Whess’s friend KATHLEEN! I get so excited when she comes over, I start to hyperventilate!!!

It was around this point in the interview that I noticed a strange habit of Chi’s. You know that sound when you pick up a cat unexpectedly? It’s sort of a squeaky noise similar to accidentally sitting on a bagpipe. Well, Chi is able to make that noise at will, for no apparent reason. He can also make it pretty loud.

Me: Of course …..you do seem to have a lot of love to share…..

Chi: SCREEEEEEEEEECH.

Whess: One time Chi pooped in his cat carrier when we were 20 seconds from our own doorway!

Chi: SCREEEEEECH, DOUBLE SCREEEEEECH! Why tell her that?! It’s MORTIFYING!!

Me: Well now, always best to try to remain calm Chi…..that’s what we cuckoo nutty heads always say…or maybe that’s the British…same thing really…

Whess: Yes, Chi always poops a bit, especially in taxis…..He’s scared of outside, and the sky. And he cannot stand it if I close the bathroom door! Ha!

Now by this point, Chi had climbed into the bag I brought the treats over in, and was continuing to screech. I was yelling at him to “keep his hair on”, and Whess was coming out with even more entertaining incontinence/bathroom stories. Sometimes, you can get the feeling that an interview has gone a bit off track and sort of derailed, really. The only thing a good pet interviewer can do when this happens is make an excuse, and leave the premises ASAP. Always best not to look as though you are actually running, if you can help it.

I managed to extricate Chi from the bag. He calmed down significantly once Whess stopped telling the poop anecdotes, and he could see that I was leaving. Now, some people might say that my nonchalance was slightly exaggerated but professionalism is everything to me. I certainly did not want Whess to think that all pet interviews ended so chaotically. Or that all the cats I talked to ate quite so many treats. No, I was sure things would go much more smoothly over at my next cat rendezvous. Nellie had mentioned that her cat is 15, too old probably to get very excitable…..and me, of course, I’m always calm, and sort of the strong silent type really.

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